Hard earn.

Guess what? Im updating inside mrt!

Turned crazy last night, all my hard earn money gone just like this ! Have been not spending so much, just to make sure I've enough in my piggy bank before I open a new acct. yet now ? I've no idea who's the idiot, really. I don't know who I believe right now. I just felt so scary, you can even lost all your hard earn money in your own house ! Totally break down when I realize it, crying for hours. I just Wana knw who's the one. 'I really hope it's not you.

Hopefully Im feeling muchhhh better now. Controlling my emotional still..

Been busy for the past few months as usual. Wonder when will it end.

Attachment was good, it's all abt caring a stranger, after the care, you won't get to see them again. Trying not to be too close and feeling to those ah ma, ah gong. Just to avoid emotional problem though. oh well...

I really hope it's not you..

You;re the pulse in me.

Once again, im back to feed my blog. Oh well , i had finally get into ite health science Nursing. The department head always came to my mind kept saying : You did not choose to get into nursing, but you got chosen into nursing. I like, i enjoy, im happy and excited everyday, land lastly, its stress and tired everyday too. about 2 more mths, im gonna asist the rel patient in bed, & this time round is not just by cleaning the eye, dropping eyedrop, checking th eye as usual. But their life is in your hand, you're gonna to use two hands to carry/taking care of them like infrant. Wish me good luck guys.

I did no went to school the past two days. Why? its student's fav, MC. Down with Pyrexia and flu. Was so weak that i cant even get up from my beddy, thanks god that i did manage to stand up and not POP down. My family and my love is real worried for me, love bring me to dr, making me to sleep like baby, tepid sponge for me to ensure my temp goes down, etc.. I know it had been a hard time for him, too. THANK YOU :D

Its saturday today, no more saturday night please, exam week is still in processing, managed to down my bio paper 1 and ns paper. What's next ? pharse test, paper 2, many many more to gooooooo.



SIGH...

Life is never easy as you think...

Firstly, finally i had the time to login here...

It had been rather busy and stressing days this few months. But well, everyone knows, i will survive, i must survive and i can survive ! Because i always believe that after a blackie sky, there will be a rainbow up there real soon !

I had applied my ite full time nursing, what i can do now is to pray everyday, every single day that i can get in, in order for me not to contiue working in the clinic. Im happy working there, but if only just clinic asis and not those rubbish paper work, hospital invoice, etc.. I have nth much more to do, shall just wait till 26jan's resut release..

Sometimes, peoples always tend to think i can survive without someone.. But fact is, just sometimes, you can't. because without the someone, you coud just go jump down the building, OR, just get some advise from doctor from what's the 101 ways of die-ing . That's it.
Life is never easy as you think.

I really glad i had met my Mr Right. He gave me the power to carry on, without him... i could had just turn haywire. Just imgaine how powerful he is ?

Pray For The Best, Prepare For The Worst.

Well, i bet this post nobodys really knows what im posting about. But well, who cares ?

Past 12. O lvl result is out. Though im not taking o lvl. But im registering my ite full time student. People might think, so? its just an ite nitec, what a big fuck of it ? For me, it another way round. Dumtyp had to be so stressed up because me, everythig is just because am too stupid to took up part time student. thhat's it.

Its nov, times flies.

Its nov now, pass three month it was a rocky road for me. Thanks to my babes and handsomes around me, supporting me and make me move on. &yea, its over now. And ofcos, thanks to Mr Tay! Idiot, you know what? i never thought i will fall in love again, till the day i met you. No joke ! I thought i was dreaming when i first met you, i thought you are joking, i thought we will never meant to be. Few more hours will be our third weeks silly ! I know i had a habit that gave you cold shoulder, i'm sorry, please forgive me. I didn't mean it, i swear. Don't angry with me okay? Because i don't give you any reason to angry ;p

`Hold my hand tight, kiss me, under the million stars,

&it shall be forever, baby.

; You without me, me without you, you contiue with your work work work, i contiue with my work work work, you talk to girls like only how you feel, i talk to guys like only how i feel, you kept thinking im a bitch, i kept thinking you're a jerk, you took photo with others girl, i took photo with others guy, you kept making me jealous without you knowing, i kept making you jealous because im jealous. You still live the way you are, i still live the way i am, you sleep like how you used to, i don't, because i still don't miss and don't love you like how we don't used to. If you still care, call me and say iloveyou. Even its 3am, i will reply iloveyou, too... [papaya pineapple apple and orange]

Gosh.. i need a long break :((