Okay, im backkkkk! Just too tired to. Everything's doing fine, been to Mother and Child ward. well, long way to go.. but somehow i believe i will survive. And yes ! im aim-ing for a short getaway on september ! Finally im afternoon tmr, and its time to stuck my ass on bed longer ;p

Honey, i felt we're fading apart...

Hello to those whoever reading this now ! Im suppose to be posting on monday, but yet too tired to. Well, let me see.. too many things to share, but yet too lazy share. So i shall just make it sweet and short. It was great that im posted to Mother and Child ward, morning shift since monday.  Be seeing those live and death. But oh well, every sad stuff there's always a happy stuff to cover it right ? Today was so interesting, and im really enjoyed TODAY. Wait, i can't even rmb when was the time i felt so overjoyed !

So.. first time showered a 2 days old infant in my 19 years of life ! Overall was good. The feeling of, when the babys start crying... and  you cuddle them, they stop immdediately !

After my shift, changed up and meet superHubb.
Yes, i met him for lunch at JCude, catch a movie and went to arcadeeeeeee ! This sounds crazy about arcade, but hey.. i really appreciate alot. " Hey handsome, thanks for today.!"

SuperHubb<3

Red Velvet cake ! :D

Maybe this is the best you can think of right now. But still, thank you..

Our love, our hope, our dream, our life, our everythings, <3...


We might be together just for that few mnths, but our love was more than this for sure./-
Things are better even now. Well, maybe thats the least you can for now to hold us tight. Im glad that you've been trying. As long as you're trying, i will be staying without thinking. Things might be difference from last time, but i believe atleast we learnt somethings which makes us even grow stronger.

I went shopping ytd to buy present againnnnn, went see see look look at Zara. Managed to get one top for my sweetie Jovel. And ofcos ME MYSELF :D

For today, went to meet my darling Huifen. And so, managed to bought a ring for us. YES, without saying... I wanna make it special. &Im gonna surprise him with that pic as above,! :)

The kisses and the huggies.

Hey, i miss the idotic you..

I felt so empty, because you were'nt here. I miss calling you deari, honey, superhubb. I know, you have been trying hard to get me back. I want to walk to you again, but somehow... im afraid. Yes, there's a but. Because i doubt. I doubt about us still.

I was lost by your hug and kissses. At the moment, the time stopped, i stop breathing, my eye stop blinking, and my own world had stop itself. Yes, i may show a NO. But hey, know what? my heart was like, HELL YES ! i want to start jumping around like a mad women.! BUT i choose to maintain. Ok, i know im stupid, nonsense, or whatever. -.-

Went health promotion board early in the morning for attending Youth Mental Health workshop. Feeling so pain when realising someone saw your message, but yet he ignore it. Oh well. Surprisingly i survived that 7 hours, and i have been laughing through out everything in there ! :D

Finished the workshop about 5.45pm, rushed down to vivo city to look for my both beloved's bro bday present. Oh wait, HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY MOST ANNOYING BROTHER EVER ! THANKS FOR ACTING SILLY AND STUPID JUST TO MAKE ME LAUGH! :) It was nice that both my brothers birthday falls on jul. (20 days diff though) WHich means, i can buy the presents tgt the same time !

Buying one shot! :)

Managed to got Da Ge a perfrume, and a sling bag for Er Ge. Hope they like it though.!

Yeah, you're my hopes, my dreams, my everythings..

And hey.. i miss this idiotic him, of mine.. 

:(

I didn't walk away, You're the one who choose to let me go..

It's tuesday, i thought im suppose to be with him. And im at home blogging, and ofcos having my Ben & Jerry ice cream.

But oh well, I aways thought, but who's gonna confirm ? Hmm.

Yesterday was a nightmare, and yes. i choose to walk away without saying a words. But it was because i have enough of the pain. Im glad you voice out. But i bet you never know it hurts me lots. Why must you even tell me all this when im alrdy feeling down ? There' just some things i dont understand. What is love ? I thought its all about caring, being there with you, treating you like ive no idea why am i doing all this for you? Being there when you're going to work, i THOUGHT you will feel much better, because i do. Being there when you finish work, i THOUGHT i could brighten up end of your day, and you will feel less tired after seeing me.  Treating you like nobody else, because i love you. But never did i expect you say says, you might get used to it, thinking theres nothing special anymore. And stop loving me. I always THOUGHT you're comfortable with me. But fact is, you're not all this while. And what hurts me the most. you want me to accept the fact of Reknowing you as person now. But i will keep trying, because i will accept the fact to reknowing you. But you got to accept of the part of me, and ofcos me not longer loving you like before. To be honest,  once you said this, i have no idea what now. All i know is. I wanna be alone for this while and think something about us.  If we're meant to be, we will, one day..

Thanks to June and Alvin beig there for me. Poor alvin, being a taxi driver ytd. well, i really appreciated. And im glad that i have you two by my side.

Hi Mr Sunshine.

Suppz !

Cool, my blog is 5 years old now! im having my holiday still. And soon, nxt week will be my last week of Lepak day ! ;p

Well, attachment starting soon. Which means, gotta say hi to my fellow colleaugue and patients out there in NUH.

Went Suntanning my girlfriend ytd, sun was rather crazy though.

Result was out yesterday. &its what i predicted! GP dropped to 2! YES! like fuck yeahhh. I swear its killing me. Well, thanks to Alvin, my sexy. Yeah,! He bought durian all the way to my block to surprise me and cheer me up. Indeed, after eating those durian, im feeling ways better!