Today, i had lot of thinking. I remember i used to have no thinking of my future. People kept asking me what i want to be, and i replied, don't know, don't know, don't know. And i seriously can't bother to think of it. Well, when i sec4, things changed. I told myself, time to plan. I took one whole fucking night not to sleep, just to think of wht i want. And ofcourse, i wanna be nurse. BUT! in other to get nursing, i had to pass my science. &that's my most sicking shit subject whice i always get a U. i went to tell Mr seah whice is my science teacher and used to be my class form teacher that i want to be nurse after i Grad, becuse everybody had their interest, "Mun Zu Gan" For me, i felt diff when a patient walk away with smile and said thank you. And so, Mr seah helped my alot. Well, no point if others helped me and i don't help myself. So, believe it or not. I study damn hard on my science, and i got a C during my N's. Im not tryig to show off my result. I just wanna let those who are reading that, Dream Big. Because, "If you dream, you will achieve." "If you dream, you will success." "If you dream, nothing i impossible. "

Yes. This's few years, the road is gonna be very tough.Once i had choose it,, im prepared to face it. Though, i doesn't hv my boyf to be there supporting me, but i believe my family is still with me.

I never thought you will worry/care.

It had been 12days without you, &im still hanging on. You asked me to call you once im awake. Well, i knew you will nag me about what had happened last night. Yes, i still miss you, but there's nothing i can do right now. I kept thinking of the photo i saw to make me hate you. Everyday when im walking the path way or taking mrt, its remind me of us chatting on phone every single day. When i gone quiet, you will sing for me, i miss you singing ;别在伤口上洒盐. Cos everytime you sang this, i will definitely laugh at you. I miss those tuesday you fetch me after my work. I miss the time when we seat under the star. I miss everything about you. Can't believe that i still want you. I kept telling myself, i will get over you soon. But still, I just love the way you tease me, even its fucked me up. No ones can be the way you ever tease me.

Sometimes, things will never be the same again.
Just like now, me and you.

Happy Birthday, jiujiu ! Imy, its just seem to be like yesterday.

Its not because my face looks fierce. Its just that i never smile. If i smile, i will make sure your heart melt.

God took him away from me, but he given me a other him.

Why? i given you all my trust and you make me realize that i trust the wrong you.
I shouldn't have trust you so much. I shouldn't have being so serious. We plannned everything well. But yet, its all turn out to be bullshit. Just because i forget that i shouldn't treat you so well, i shouldn't have given you what you want, i shouldn't have thought of cooking and baking for you. Yes, i can't deny that i don't love you. But i can admit that i hate you, really hate you. the pain is just like, its hurt ever before, you know ? I still fet guilty of ended up all this, but after i saw that photo. Oh come on, i don't feel guity anymore. I kept telling myself, no matter what. baby; there's no way back.


最怕自己从今以后什么都不相信, 当初多勇敢爱了你,多勇敢才能原谅你.

我不要你的承诺 不要你的永远
只要你真真切切爱我一遍

It hurts than ever before, you know ?

Lex ! hahas, you must thanks me for this photo man! Cute isn't it ? (:

I believe what i saw, you're just uch a bastard i've ever seen.

F off from me.