Ignore this, im fine.

Im angry, &im really angry... I'm angry at why didn't you tell me your bro's going today also? Yes, i once told you before, i miss your bro alot. What i mean by that is, i really miss him alot. But not as what you think. I did step myself into your shoe, it feel hurts. I know i sound hush in the afternoon, im sorry , alright. I don't care wheather you read this or not, i just wanna let you know, i miss your bro not by as what you're thinking, if i miss him like what you're thinking, i won't be be with till now.



angry, angry, angry, angry, angry, angry, angry, angry, angry, angry, angry, angry, angry, angry, angry, angry! -.-

Its saturday today, &im late again./
In the afternoon, both of us is at suntec tower 2, but when he is at first floor, im at 2nd floor.Well, it's always wrong timing for us.
But...

After work, he waited for me at suntec tower two again .we thought of going Ikea walk walk after i knot off, but ended up his office something went wrong and he had to go back. So, he drop me at Gombak mrt, i went to meet liang liang. then... blablablabla :))

When one day i went quiet and walk away without saying goodbye,
Its means i really gave up on you./

Had ben real busy nowadayys. Just imagine, sometime you doesn't even hav the time to sleep or touch your own phone smsing or calling your baby and darlings. Ytd is such a interesting day man, there is a guy who wanted to do OPP inside the clinic for his double eyelid. Me and jes thought we are prepared. But ended up, we always vomit and faint at the spot -.-
Wanna know more? Ask me then. (:

I brought that colourful care bear for him;
& I bet he will like it.
Because he's my girlfriend.
LOL!

Take no shit from anybody.

Am happy today, cos there is only one patient today.
LOL, Dr chuah came to me and said that the PPP i done is pretty good.
&i was like, come on. If you said not good, i will rather kill myself infront of you.
Is like, i spend don't know how many days, and spend 6hrs sitting infront the com doing it!
the worst is, when im sick.-.-
Oh well, hard work paid off, thanks god.
Dr chuah taught me something same again,
Take No Shit From Anybody.

Speechless

Oh dear, my MC for two days is up. And i have to get back to work tmr !

Kissed.

That beautiful night

Im feeling so guitly today. Seriously, i had never felt so guilty before in my whole life. i let Shikin waited for me in the clinic. Beacuse I forgot to bring the clinic key today with me, so instead of 7 leave the clinic. I took cab down to bedok to get key frm Jas jiejie. Then cab back to suntec city. leave clinic around 8plus. Im suppose to meet him at 7.30 to have some drink with his friends. Ended up, he waited me for 1hr plus. The worst is, he kena scan by two polices.


After that, we went to WCP. Then blablabla.
Reached home, mummy was like, where the hell did you go, why nvr switch on your phone. &yea, B was like, trying to called my handphone and house many times. Mummy asked me faster give her a call back. I'm sorry , i know i made you people's worried for me .

Because you're the one who always hold me close to you..
Hold me close to you again, tonight.
Will you?

You know, i spend my sunday wisely. Seriously, i've nvr been spending my sunday so wisely before! COS' MON TO SAT I HAD TO SPEND MY DAY IN THAT CLINIC! Went out with mummy and korkor, went Bugis. Mummy brough me to pray pray, then ask bout blablabla. Somehow, its true. Im a trapped bird, &am really in the bad luck this year. Make me feel even fucked up that i have to wait till april or Aug to be normal. Just tell me, how am i suppose to survie this year? I wish, i could end this year faster./ i might turn crazying anytime. And im not kidding! _l_
Anyone ? I really need someone to hold my hand, walk thru this year.
I don't dare to say im stress. Cos i just don't dare to face it. Im taking everything slowly now, just hope that everything will end faster. People tend to say i had changed, but the fact is i never change at all. Am just too sick and tired of everything right now. Now, i fully understand why people tend to smoke and drink whenever they're feeling stress/fucked up.

e.v.o.l

Yes, he always chat with others girls. &he's those guy that cannot stick with just one girl. Yea, ofcourse i hate him, im damn angry with him. We've been like, break patch, break patch. And then, i realize.. because i hate him, that's why i wanna be with him. These journey is hard, though.

My ex, called and text me saying that he miss me. &i replied: _l_ Go fuck your mother, cause i won't want to fuck with you.

I felt so fucked up, whenever i just woke up in the morning.

My wish for this year is to, die within this year :)