January 10, 2010

You know, i spend my sunday wisely. Seriously, i've nvr been spending my sunday so wisely before! COS' MON TO SAT I HAD TO SPEND MY DAY IN THAT CLINIC! Went out with mummy and korkor, went Bugis. Mummy brough me to pray pray, then ask bout blablabla. Somehow, its true. Im a trapped bird, &am really in the bad luck this year. Make me feel even fucked up that i have to wait till april or Aug to be normal. Just tell me, how am i suppose to survie this year? I wish, i could end this year faster./ i might turn crazying anytime. And im not kidding! _l_
Anyone ? I really need someone to hold my hand, walk thru this year.
I don't dare to say im stress. Cos i just don't dare to face it. Im taking everything slowly now, just hope that everything will end faster. People tend to say i had changed, but the fact is i never change at all. Am just too sick and tired of everything right now. Now, i fully understand why people tend to smoke and drink whenever they're feeling stress/fucked up.

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