Okay, i really feel llike giving up. its really very tiring, i never know adult life are so shit. I used to don't admit im stress, but this time round. I can't deny bout it anymore. Im afriad, i doesn't wanna gone to depression. By right, I always believe im strong, by left, am not at all. Though i know undergo all this, it will make me grow up and learn more thing. But its too much, really too much. Honest speaking, i don;t know should i say im regretting taking up Traininghip or should be a good thing that i can learn alot of stuff. I feel like ccrying out now, JUST WHO THE FUCK WILL UNDERSTAND THE FEELING IM SUFFERING NOW ?! DAMN GOD, I HATE YOU __