Okay, i really feel llike giving up. its really very tiring, i never know adult life are so shit. I used to don't admit im stress, but this time round. I can't deny bout it anymore. Im afriad, i doesn't wanna gone to depression. By right, I always believe im strong, by left, am not at all. Though i know undergo all this, it will make me grow up and learn more thing. But its too much, really too much. Honest speaking, i don;t know should i say im regretting taking up Traininghip or should be a good thing that i can learn alot of stuff. I feel like ccrying out now, JUST WHO THE FUCK WILL UNDERSTAND THE FEELING IM SUFFERING NOW ?! DAMN GOD, I HATE YOU __

WOHOO ! am here to make my blog alive again ;) Recently, quarrel with him . Yea, i don;t know should i trust him again. but well, i admit i still love him. For the another him. im sorry, sometimes things won't meant to be, there no point holding it. Yes, you are better than him, you can give me what he couldn't give. How i wish you were him. But the fact is, you is you, him is him. No matter how i face in diffrence point, things still won't change.

Am still hanging in the clinic, still dropping eyedrops to diffs patient. Nothing more to update, cos i admit that i have no life nowdaysssss.

` 我多么希望我可以假装你是他，但是我做不到。