The best out of the rest.

Dear blog,
Today in MRT, i realize alot of things.I suddenly feel like thanking god for giving me all my loved one. Especially, my daddy, mummy, my two brothers. My friends. Those bastard and bitchy out there. And of course my boyf. I never know that actually my dad care for me, im not trying to showing off of how good is my dad are. Its just that, i always thought he only care for his work. But once 2010, i felt the care from him. He always gave me the best out of the rest. He always make sure i've eaten my meals, if not he will always trick me to eat. No matter how sad i am, he will be there saying the other way round to make me feel better. Im lost of words, i regretted scolded him fuck you, even when he said, Its alright, don't do it again. Its just simply make me feel more guilty. He should have slap me, to make me feel better. &of cos for him, everytime when im feeling really really down that my tears almost drop down .He will sayang my head and said, its alright, everything is ok now. Yes, i loved to be pat and hug, who don't ? Though we always have misunderstanding, and im always the one who wanted to leave him and hurt him the most, but yet, he told me he nvr been angry and hate me at all. But still, its just make the feeling more strong and both of us are more into each other. Lastly, all my beloved friends, they always be there for me , no matter how bored i am, noi matter how sad i am, no matter how angry i am, their ears will always open and be there for me..
See, that's what i always said, if you're tired, take a break and think of your loves one. Bcause they will be the one who keep you going (: