Second day of school.
like i always said,
math is always making me feel like banging the wall -.-
Well,
today lesson was quite ok
expect MATH.
first two hours was guitar lesson.
A.S, cancel due to the H1N1.
After school, badboy meet me, junci, cherie and xing liang outside backgate
he so damn funny can.
i told him i 2pm end school
he 12plus reached, ended up he went to his friend house
drink and watch tv.
he's such a kuku bird la, nvr drive his car out
ask him take bus he took cab
still say he 11yrs nvr take bus le -.-
&yea, went mac makan,
me and xing liang wanted to go home
but that JUNCI and CHERIE doesn't want.
thn me and xing liang was like.
ROAR!
so, badboy ask me go his house,
he help me iron uniform and polish boots.
but because im too nice and kind.
i do everything myself :D
thn badboy take cab home after he walk us to bb mrt.
for junci and cherie, both of them promised to help me when they come my house
ended up!
what a great job they did.
One, play with PSP and play computer.
ANother one, ate ice-cream, sms and play with my spongebob and patrick.
always cheat my feeling.

tmr gonna school re-open.
YES!
i still can't face the fact about it
because i admit i haven even do my homework.
make it simple,
i lost that paper.
-.-



Im alrdy to tell teacher im just back frm mexico last week
(x

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LOON NGAI FONG!

was out almost whole day.

can't believe that badboy's my girlfriend now.

LOL!

Sorry guys, i know i've been having a suck attitude nowadays.
Yea, i've been thinking alot of things.
just like,
recently that's alot of things happened.
i admit, i miss the thing we did past 9years.
you make me believe that that's only friends can last long.
we plan what we gonna do when we grow up
we plan where should we go
we plan where do we live.
Yes, the greatest hope i hav.
the greatest dissapointment i get.
i never thought our 9years will turn out this.

You make me believe that that's friendship could last long

just like our friendship of 9years...

But the same time, you make me believe that
a sweet memories could turn out a shit memories.
i know from that moment i decided to break the friendship btw us
i can't feel those sad or regret stuff.
i thought you've change...
but after what last few days things happened,
i realize you did not change anything at all.
those things i did, is because i wanted you to change.
But its seem like...
you doesn't care at all.
why do you still doesn't dare to tell the truth to everybody
the thing you did?
rather than only letting ppl know the poor part of your story
instead the bad part of you?
the half part of story you told others,
others thought that im having a cold heart.
i didn't blame you for that.
im just angry that you didn't say the truth out
thn make junci suffer.
Alright,
i guess...
i shouldn't spoil my own mood because of you,
i shouldn't turn out crazy because of you,
i shouldn't get hurt because of you,

i shouldn't bother how pity you are now,

i shouldn't bother bout you anymore...

It's such a common term that everyone used th words, "If Only".
just like,
If only time could turn back,
If only i'd never did this,
If only i studied,
If only i rush to jiujiu house when we notice that's something wrong,
If only i born out earlier,
If only i never know you,
If only, if only, if only.
I observed that human behavior when something goes wrong is to say these words
"if only".

went to bugis with cherie, cherie's meimei and junci
the wheater is so NICE today
that i actually keep sweating -.-
&YEA,
make me feel so ROAR.
somemore, a uncle keep talking none stop
&what a great job i did.
i just can't imagine i shouted,
WHY ARE YOU SO TALKATIVE?!!
at the busstop to a uncle.
Lucky he talk till nvr realise i was scolding him
if not, i won't be blogging now
xPP



oh ya!
i hav a post for WEIHAN,
my dear weihan, i don't really know you.
so what if you're junci ex?
Oh please, come on,
the problem btw junci and huifen is not your problem.
why must you be so KPO to be bother?
As what you've said, you're just their friend.
so?
please go care bout yourself,
Yea,
you bet ppl like me, no one like to b fren with me
as i have a cold heart..best is b lonely forever.
Oh come on,
if you got the guts to say me, why leave the conv straight away?
you are the guy i always wanted to SAYANG.
if im really cold heart, i've place your head inside the toilet bowl and flush flush flush -.-
Oh well,
lastly,
i've some sentence for you.
i advise you to go bang yourself to the wall
(:



Alright,
i should stop all my bullshit and be serious now.

Things are getting better now.
All thanks to Badboy.

Adam Lambert, you're cute.
But too bad you're a gay.
Sorry.
(x

I doesn't want to dirty my blog (:

Today mummy actually doesn't want me to go out.
&yea,
i still went out
don't care -.-
end up?
she called my hp.
i was like.
eh, bored at home ma
lol!
then ya.
was smsing BADBOY.
yupp.
27june going east coast again.
and im so happy today.
cause he finally say im nice and kind(:
is like, waited for don't know how long can!
well well,
im always nice and kind.
its just that he nvr realise.
HOHO! (x

Saturday:
Woke up at 10.05am
suppose to out at 11am
i was still blurblur sitting down and watch tv.

thn BADBOY msg and ask where me.
i was like. just wake up -,-
and YES!
i realise im gonna late, so jump up faster go bathe.
around 11+ msg BADBOY said im done.
&yea, he fetch again.
HOHO(x
reach east coast le, all thanks to BADBOY remind to put bags inside his car.
thn went to play roller blading.
well well,
injure my same arm again.
all thanks to ______!
thn went down sea play play play.
thn blablabla.
After that went up
go bathe and makan at Bedok.


Oh well, BADBOY. Im not gonna let you carry me nxt time(:

It's friday today
&saturday tmr!
i pray hard that he won't carry me to sea.
please, don't let him hav the "strongness"
:D

I still can't believed that Adam Lambert's a gay.
http://entertainment.sg.msn.com/news/article.aspx?cp-documentid=3371437




Alright,
without thinking, i know im growing fatter during this week!
Ate lots of things today.
cause my sec bro gonna report.
LOL!
Bro, i won't miss you.
im sure that you know why.
if you dont, i will tell you now.
cause from the day you slap me, i will rmb.
So, i've decide.
im not sending you off tmr.
(:

Its used to be so prefect, but just because of the boredness.
Turn out like shit.
Sometimes, things won't turn out to be the same again.
Bro, i know my fringe's ugly.
Laugh whatever you want.
i don't give a shit on it.

Yes, i miss them all of the sudden.

Will there still a chance for me to look back the same old stars?

i seriously miss my hair so muchhhhhhhhhhhhh!
just because of my boredness,
i went to cut my hair.
&my hair is in a deep shit now
what a great job i did today.
)x

Hardhy; Saya akan penantian bagi kamu ke datang singapore.

This is a special post for SHUN YAO.
Yup.
you're so...
cute, nicer and kindest than me.
you are the cutest guy in this world.
you are the nicest guy in this world.
you are the kinest guy in this world.
who be your girlf gonna be soooo LUCKy.
Alright guys,
i think its enough.
i scared my lung can't take it.
(x



Oh yaya!
Saturday going east coast with BADBOY!
omg can!
can't wait till the day come la!
faster come faster come :D

Maybe that's isn't important for me anymore.

OKay,
i've just recieved a news from Mr Low bout D&T coursework.
seriously,
make me feel so..
ROAR!!
is like, i've done my coursework half way.
thn the MOE said,
-,-
nvm. i doesn't want to say here.
16june im going back for D&T.
Please, give me th mood to start my product.
if not i can go bang myself to the wall.

If ever one day Kris Allen's my boyfriend.

Because he's too damn pretty.

Woke up early today.
went back school train juniors drills.

Because i can' feel the love from you./

YES!,

That 100kg girl(:

Woke up at 11am,

jump up bed cause 11.30 im meeting cherie.

and i've just woke up.

went to hav had breakfast and half lunch with cherie.

After that go meet Gordan,

pei him go quessway.

then..

blablabla.

Oh well,

lazy :D

I'm so glad to know that you know i still love you,

but well, i still choose to give up.

Cause i love th feeling of getting hurt (x

Your face make me feel so OH.

Your muscle make me feel so WA.

&Your tann skin make me feel so WOW!

Hey guys!
im back ytd frm bintan! (:
*YES,
kena sunburn.
and Ah Qiang korkor keep calling me ah neh girl -,-
th worst is. my upper arm's swallon now!
But well,
atleast i still hav fun over there.

i seat under a coconut tress that night,

when i look up, i saw ALOT of stars

i stare at th stars, and say your name three time.