Sorry guys, i know i've been having a suck attitude nowadays.
Yea, i've been thinking alot of things.
just like,
recently that's alot of things happened.
i admit, i miss the thing we did past 9years.
you make me believe that that's only friends can last long.
we plan what we gonna do when we grow up
we plan where should we go
we plan where do we live.
Yes, the greatest hope i hav.
the greatest dissapointment i get.
i never thought our 9years will turn out this.

You make me believe that that's friendship could last long

just like our friendship of 9years...

But the same time, you make me believe that
a sweet memories could turn out a shit memories.
i know from that moment i decided to break the friendship btw us
i can't feel those sad or regret stuff.
i thought you've change...
but after what last few days things happened,
i realize you did not change anything at all.
those things i did, is because i wanted you to change.
But its seem like...
you doesn't care at all.
why do you still doesn't dare to tell the truth to everybody
the thing you did?
rather than only letting ppl know the poor part of your story
instead the bad part of you?
the half part of story you told others,
others thought that im having a cold heart.
i didn't blame you for that.
im just angry that you didn't say the truth out
thn make junci suffer.
Alright,
i guess...
i shouldn't spoil my own mood because of you,
i shouldn't turn out crazy because of you,
i shouldn't get hurt because of you,

i shouldn't bother how pity you are now,

i shouldn't bother bout you anymore...