Acturally last fri wann post wat happen when im going bak to my primary school. But its alrdy 11plus le feel v tired so nvr post...well..was so happy bcox... FINALLY I SAW HIM! wee~ at 1st i sms him say hope to see him at lianhua, then he say see 1st cox scared no time...bt around 7 plus i saw him! i thot im dreaming...bt my friend saw him too...when we walk past him my friend keep saying my name...that time is like...i v paisei...dun dare to face him...so faster walk away...then after that when bak skul...we'll sitting outside office bt i wanna go garden cox thot he will go there...bt im wrong..when we are sitting at garden...bcox my pri skul garden is realli the place that i 1st mit him n everiday after skul went there play wit him n chat wit him...ya..althought he's 20 plus..bt dunno y i dun mind...that nite im sitting in garden sms him to ocme and im waiting to see his sight...but he didn't come...when around 10.15pm i decided went to eat mac then go home...went i walk past office i saw him sitting outside...is like...we fate not to see n tok to each other? i dunno...i realli dunno...that tie my mood is like...v sad.


Yesterday nite went to eat dinner wit friends...i order a drink called..blue ocean..erm...v nice...hahas...

after dinner went to KTV sing, sing, sing and sing untill around 11.45pm then go home...reach home around 12plus le...hahas...

today went out with syafique then i ask cheire go alone...we mit each other at jurong mrt...bt dunno y syafique went to bukit batok. after we meet they decieded to go vivo..well...i admit..was boring =.= at mrt sumthing happen v funny..i keep laugh..is like...mi n cheire stand 1 side.. then syafique n his friend stand 1 side. when reach outram park syafique n his friend out of mrt, mi n cheire still inside...then when mi n cheire gg Harbour front we miss the stop...so we take another round bak...when reach le i walk out..then suddenly cheire pull mi bak n shout wat haven...then is like.i blur le..i say reach le mah..then after 3 sec cheire say ya hor then faster push mi out..is like..v funni lor...after vivo we went to mit my daddy (ranne) n desmond.. they keep asking mi go cheire house together..bt i rejct bcox i noe mi n cheire mum still hav some misunderstanding then blablabla...im nt gg to say wat happen....bt right nw...i feel kinda sad...

anyway..i got a msg to HER!

(Do u noe the feeling of an inncocent ppl got scolded n blame by the thing she do nth wrong and hav to take the burden by herself? do you noe when im helping u in the end the person hu get hurt is mi? do you noe when u say we are "SISTER" are all BULLSHIT? Do you noe the feeling of when i help u tell lie n i get scolded bcox of u, then u still smile? do u noe the feeling i having now or not? DO YOU NOE EVEN IF U SAY 100, 1000 SRY OSO NO USE?!! is juz 1 word to u... every thing is too late...)