I do not know what to say now.
or i should say, I do not know where to start,
i'm totally lost of words.

Jiujiu [Ah gu] , take care alright?

i know,
as i grew older, i stopped talking to you as much

but once i heard you leave us.
i broke down.

images flashed past me.

about when im small, you use to carry mi high in the air.

the time when you're still with us

.

i just treat you like my daddy.
you used to stay overnight at my house,
and i will let you sleep in my bed,
i went to daddy mummy room sleep.

Everytime you came,

you will never fail to buy my fav chickenWing with you.

Every year of the new year eve,
you will definitely come to our house to hav dinner together,
just like a one big family.

But now...

i dunno..
i do not know what to do.
i miss you,
i really do.

when i saw your face in the HSA,
i didnt' thought i would cry.
Because i thought i was prepared..
but once i saw you for the one,
& afternoon
when i walked to your the coffin and took a look inside.

there i saw you..


i seat beside your photo,
those past memory flashed back to me again.
&i just can't control my tears..
Things wouldn't be the same without you.

Even we are from diff world now.
but you will always be inside my heart.
some memories are always meant to be kept.