I remember,

those words you told me.

those days we used to shared.

those days when we called each other piggy.
those days when we chat on phone.
It had already been afew weeks.

And all of the sudden you came to my mind.

i looked at my left wrist,

&its reminded me of those cuts for you when you're away from me for 1month.

During the 1 month,

you don't know how much i miss you.

there is nothing i can do,

but to wait for ur sms or call everydays and night

and looking at the photo everymins.

Slowly, i realised looking at the photo when i miss you is not enough.

and i've been keep telling myself not to give up waiting for you.

After one month...

you had finally return.

&you called me that night,

and that night was really a very sweet night for me.

i've cried, i'm happy and i'm mad.

i've cried, because im over joy.

i'm happy, because you are back.

i'm mad, because you let leave without saying anything.

After afew weeks of your returned,

we met up.

we went to habourfront mac,

you order a up size mac spicy.

you told me the reason you up size is because you wanted to share with me.

when finished your mac spicy,

you took a rest on table.

&you slept all the way till around 2hours inside the mac.

Yea, might wondering why don't i wake him up.

i doesn't want to wake him up

it's because i know he's tired.

he slept kinda late the day before,

and he woke up early for his church

so that he won't miss-ed the chance meeting me on sunday afternoon.

when he had woke up

we went to little india.

i miss the moment when we are at little india.

i miss the moment when you said, iloveyou at little india.

On my birthday,

you did not turn out at the BBQ.

i just can't believe you miss my birthday again.

it's my birthday

i should be happy.

But yet

im still feel kinda sad.

Two months later,

we felt we are getting furture and furture.

and slowly,

both of us started to felt tired.

&we choose to give up.

maybe im the one to blame

cause i messed up everything.

or,

maybe he's right about it.

we don't understand each other well enough,

perhaps after that day, i realised it too.
You told me,

We won't have a last long relationship,

because we will have a forever relationship.

i can't be yor girlf forever,

because im gonna be K L W J wife somedays.

those words came to my mind.

i smiled.

but now,i guess its impossible.

Everything's just a dream.