Here to blog again! hmm...finally change my blogskin le. Spent mi 3hours to find the skins -.- well...nvm...at least i found sumthing i like..if not i will fed up till siao.

Hiax...yesterday cried bcox of sumthing...im so so so confuse...dunno what to do..Should i quit? it had alrdy been 1yr plus le but i still dun get any ans...Alot of my friends ask mi not to quit..but..i don't want my life carrying on the same thing...i'm just doing the sick of doing it...nobody know the feeling i having now...YA! u told mi if i dun say out how will u noe.. acturalli not i dun wan to say...is i dunno hw to say...get it ? the feeling is like...damn scarly! im scared of sec3 "de" NCO...i heard alot of ppl saying v xinku...summore..i noe im not good in being a DM =( i finally realise im a useless...please...i beg u don't ever ask mi WHY. I just noe my SELF-CONFIDENCE had suddenly gone.
After what sgt shuang yu told me...im feeling better..but still...hiax...Sum1 told mi if i quit i will regret...but..the thing is...i scared if i dun quit i will regret! Can you imagine or compare myself and my other friends? how relax they are now? I admit yesterday i really feel like quiting...but after what i've thinking...i told myself no matter is tired or watever i will keep asking myself not to give up...i've been endure for around 2yr...i dun wan to waste it...i just not believe endure 1 more year plus will DIE !!

I keep asking myself what is life...finally i get a ans..

Life lives in universe, surround by thousands of planets and stars.

Life is beautiful, because the universe is.

So, this is my life.