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Hey yo! :)

I woke up early today, mummy called Him. He was like, "HUH?! Meet now ah?! Don't scare me leh!" I was like. lol. stupid -.- We are suppose to meet at 9.30, ended up He 8plus come up my house with his four piggy and his mother. How singaporean he is. LOL.
And so, he fetch us to Gong Min Shan to pray jiujiu, as today is jiujiu's one year anni.
Yea, it had been one year. After praying, went home do some housework, after that went to meet Baoting. Went carpark, blablabla.. Then go her house till 10plus. And so, went to take bus home. I waited the bus for like, 20mins?! Sit till my head grow mushroom. While waiting, there's free show to watch. two couple quarreling. Nice one. LOL

Somehow, i still feel that he just went over to my house ytd. Well, you know.. life's fragile and sometime life's a bitch. I just can't be more accurate to describe this feeling. It's a bitch such that you will never know what to expect the next moment and when you least expected, it hits you.

Yes! I very angry, very very very angry with you.
If shopping is wasting money,then how about those tattoos on your body?
Mr Alex, you must answer for this! >;{

I need alot alot alot of courage now.

Reached home about 8am, then blablabla, sleep till 1plus. Meet Ah liang at 3pm, then go have lunch before we headed to city hall. Went to suntec city mall to check out the clinic. &YES! TMR! interview interview! pray for me, guys :(
After knowing where's the clinic located, i saw SOMETHING! Yes baby! that thing i want! LOL, without thinking, i brought it (x
After buy buy buy, shop shop shop, went to meet Ken. kns, he bring us to some ulu place where there's alot of tiko. -,-
After thattttttttttttttttttt, pool till nearly 10 ;)

Somehow, i'm not that angry. But why do they always think that, i'll feel the way they think i'll ?

Do you still remember you have a mother with a cb? _l_

What am i suppose to do, when i miss you?

Happy Birthday KENNETH LIEW!(: ;because you're once my♥
Happy birthday LEE KANG WEE! ; because you're my laopeh (:

I went to play pool last night, &i met a macho guy. Though he's 30plus. but he's still omg to me :DDD

I watched Delta campfire performace just now, &th smile's back on my face :)

Whenever i miss you, i have to bear through the night- /

What a boring christmas i had this year. Oh well, atleast i don't spend my christmas on sleeping (:
Christmas eve, Went to work. He callled me, ask wanna go Boat quay after my work to drink with him and his friends. I rejected, cause if i does. It's gonna be very werid. After work, wanted to drink with Baoting. But she's tired after work cos she work full day.
So, i rental Phobia2 and Shorts at my work places. Omg la, so excitied can! finally that two movies i wanted to watch its out! :DD As for today, i went back to my work place. Return the shows then find Baoting talk cock in the shop.&yea, B, cheer up alright? everything will be alright ;)


Am not spending the night to party, but to crazy with that SI BASTARD! WOO~! :DDD

Damn

Tomorrow! I've got to call for an interview appointment. I might turn crazy anytime now.

I woke up early today, went to dover ite with liang liang to apply the traineeship course.I applied something that i can't believe with myself too! After sooo soo sooo longggg, i applied ISC Health Care( out-patient). And the worst is, its at the eye aesthetics clinic! wtf -.-
Nothing i can do now, but to wait after two days, call that DR chua for a interview appointment .

Im still feeling so tired that, i wish someone is here to pat and hug me to sleep. Will you?

Im tired, i wanna sleep. Don't feel like talking right now. So, don't bother.

i must be hard hearted!

OKay guys, that's what i drew my boss as :DD

Byebye tattoo, because i promised someone not to have it. );
You happy jiu hao.


The fact is...
I miss walking to school alone with my earpierce on
I miss that old lady who always walk past me in the morning
I miss carrying the class diary
I miss looking at the name list.
I miss look at my name in th class list 31.Tan Lee Peng.
I miss walking around the classroom busy with admin work.
I miss having English lesson
I miss having math lesson.
I miss having science lesson.
I miss sleeping in the lesson.
I miss sms-ing in the lesson.
I miss playing with my 4yrs classmate.
I miss carrying shoe bags and full U to school.
I miss my 10 Sotongs.
I miss the sotong owners training us footdrill.
I miss kena torture.
I miss singing school songs
I miss... Disturbing the teachers.


Friday's getting N lvl result. Yes, i did said before. I won't cry for my result. No matter how sad i am. cause im the only to blame for not studying hard.

Now, i finally know who's my real friends.
&who are not.

I DID HOUSEWORK TODAY!

(x

I shall not dirty my blog (:

I will never say, i love you forever.
I will never say, i will never leave you alone.
Because if i do so, i'm a big liar.

Im still wondering, should i find Andy's for it :(
Should i?

Im just back home from somewhere. And i'm feeling so suckies right now, when i realize i left 1more hour to work. Anyone? Anyone willing to feed me, so i doesn't have to work?

Even if i had your apple and orange, i will never throw you aside.
Cause, its not just only belong to me. But, OURS :)

Not even close, not even a little bit, not even at all.

[ Onion head, imissyou. ]

im lazy to update photo (:

Yes yes! Ytd went to have steamboat with xingliang and ken. Meet xingliang at my blk, on our way to mrt, saw chinguan. lols. thennnn. after meet up ken, we headed tobugis mumum ! never thought the three of us will be so crazy. HAHA! after we finished eating, the china lady came to us and asked: what ice-cream we want.. then i replied: Got what favour? She replied: Niu lian, mango, red bean. Then the three of us was like, huh? niu lian? then i go take a look at the menu.I was like, OH! DUrian? then the china lady said: ya, niu lian, niu lian. then the three of us keep laughing like fuck. LOL! After eating, went to bugis street walk walk, i brought one t-shirt and A-li baba short. While xingliang shop for his shoes ans pants.HAHA! lalala~ And so, home sweet home~

Today, wake up, bullshit. need to go work/. Im supoose to be slacking at home today, but ended up hav to go work at 5pm :O

I can't wait till tmr to come!

Hoho(x

How am i gonna face you with my mum on 30dec? If there's a choice of not going, i will choose not to go.

If only hurting myself, will let you love me again. I'm willing.

Alright, im back. And im glad that i still alive! I took off tmr, cos i really need to rest. Stupid cough started to begin. &I think i really need to see a doctor. By right, im suppose to bring my two little monkey to ZOO tmr. But its seem like, its impossible now. Oh well, My mood is pretty fine now, but i don't know why i just feel like saying one word. FUCK.
I just wanna sleep tmr. SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP! :D

A special post to TAN HUI FEN.

My baby bitch, im sorry to PHEW that metal thingy n hit your head. I never thought my aim-ing is so good :P

Yea people, im feeling better after so many hours of sleep ytd. & i've got to go work later!Getting alittle bit of fucked up in work alrdy. Know what? i started to miss the time when i used to slack at void deck with my dears. But now? i doesn't have the time to meet them. Sometimes, i doesn't even have the time to sleep. By right, im suppose to thanks god for letting me fall sick, so i would have the time to rest. I always thought after N's i could have a nice break. Well, its seem like, im daydreaming again. Yea, like i always said. No matter how disappoint or sad you are, think of your dearest. Because they will be the one who keep you going (:

Aw, kuku bird
A big sorry to samuel Tan ( soso)
He had a special post on his blog for me during my birthday.
yet ytd then i realize -,-
Here it is; a VRY BIG HAPPY B DAE to TLP
may ur wish come true
u stand by me all the time
u always bcox of me made so many scacrifices
u were there when i am not
u came and help me when i am in need
we have been true many things together even sometimes it dosent go the way we like it,
Thank you, ah boy :)

Don't give me any hope, please.

He called me last night when im having meeting.Seriously, i don't know what you're thinking, if since you the one who choose to ignore me, then why can't you go far away? It had been half year, all this half year im doing stupid stuff. All this half year, i've been being so silly. I don't know why im stilling willing to be with you, when i knew we will never get married. When i knew we can't be together forever, when i knew there's nobody will support us. when i knew you're belong someone's else.Yea, it took me a big courgae to not answering your call. Please, i just wanna pretend nothing happen between us.



Panadol FLU MAX is useless -.-

When the trust, hope and love is not there, anymore.