I promised myself to update about today during F1 no matter how tired i am.
Well, it's alrdy reaching 1am.
Reach home less than an hour ago, whole bodyache.
First day of the F1 duty, don't really go smoothly.
we wasted 2 hr plus WAIT TO RUSH, RUSH TO WAIT.
Due to some funny funny reason.
But still, ended up hav fun selling those Earplug and Poncho.
((:

Cause, i, am, a, superwoman.

What if my husband did the same thing...

恨.

Just keep saying me mean; i enjoyed (:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MEOW MEOW! WOAINI ((:

Firstly, Thanks for WHOEVER visting my blog
This is my blog, i write whatever i like.
i can even write, i love my mummy, daddy.
i fuck my duck, chicken, cow, pig today.
It's also none of you f business.
So, let me make this clean alright?
You should know who you are, i doesn't hav to mention out who.
Just say whatever you like about me.
For your info,
IF I'M A BITCHY, YOU'RE ALSO ONCE A BITCHY, YOUR DAUGHTER too (:
So, next time rmb THINK before you say ya?
BEhave like your actual age.
Since being good, also no use.
from now onwards, i will be what you expect me to be.
Must be
happy because last time of me is back again (:


Alright, what a interesting day's today.
I went to school normally, keep begging them to forgive and forget.
YES! within one night, i've decided to forgive and forget./
so, i kept beg beg beg.
Ended up?
Then hav CPA paper, and math.
i did manged to do, better than not doing any qus.
After school, went to cherie's house.
i seat at the stair there, cos i knew im gonna kena blame again even when i know nothing.
thn thn thn, endedup huifen join me also.
LOL! Funnyone.
AFter the WHOLE thing, went to my blk slack.
Suddenly there's fews girls and guy came to us
said, faster chao, police coming scan.
then others three pig chao chao chao.
i was like. ?!?!
PS me -.-

By right, im trying very hard; But by left, i did nothing at all.

Everyone's studying now.
Yet, im doing nothing.
i tried, i tried everything to make myself forcus,
but its still useless, i stayed at home the whole day today.
praying hard
that i could study for my mock paper tmr.
But there's nothing go into my head.
I really need alot of encouragement and support.
Thanks Uncle Daniel (:

Ain't gonna trust anyone; anymore

just because you're afraid, don't dare to speak out.
is really unfair to us, you know?
why are you so selfish?
Why?
whenever you're in a deep shit.
who' helped you and clean your butt? ;i seriously never met a person who so selfish before.
if your Mother think that she's rich.
sue me then, i wait.
she doesn't have to be a bullet gun keep shooting here and there.
im scared.



Alright, though my bro's 22 yrs old.
he did hav his own childish part.

You just cared about yourself; you doesn't dare to face it, but to hide it.

Officially Pass Out from sjab.
Yup, its had been 4yrs..
St.john had seriously made me learn alot alot alot of things.
if i nvr join SJAB, i won't be getting what i had around me now.
Especially, my other night sotongs'06.
i'm really grateful to god, for letting me met you guys.
Without you guys, our committee won't be able to do well.
Sometimes, i really do hav the thoughts whether did i did a good job for my post of DM.
Well. but i've told myself, no matter what's the result whether we did well or bad in our post. that's doesn't matter, what matter is, we did every of our part.
we did our part to pass down what we've learned.

SOTONGS; Thanks guys (:

SOTONG OWNERS; Thanks for training us, if not we won't be standing there like a strong SOTONGS! :D

Sec1s to 3s: Goodluck for your footdrill com! JIAYOU!

There's always unforgotten stuff, that i will nvr forget...

I seriously hate the way you joke,
those words came out from your mouth is seriously so hurting.
If you doesn't like me to say Bangla's my laogong,
or even doesn't like me to talk about other boys.
You should have let me know..
I thought you could take my joke, cause you never ever tell me what's inside your mind.
If since you don't, then why don't you tell me?

I really hav to buck up on my studies;

I must not wasting my time outside with loves anymore.

Sometimes, yours joke really hurt me...

Alright, today's seriously not my day..
i doesn't hav any mood to do anything.
Gosh, tmr gonna hav CPA paper.
Yet, nothing is inside my mind.
Pray for me guys )x

` You said that three little words to me...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HAIRUL!

YESYESYES!,

it had been 7 years, baby.

&now you're 7yrs old! :D

Went to East Coast Park celebrating Hairul birthday.

You can say me mean, meanie, stubborn or even i've changed to another person.
i don't give a fuck on it, alright?
i've changed its all thanks to you, you make me doesn't want trust you anymore.
you make me doesn't want to believe you anymore.
you've changed, to me.
changed to a person that i doesn't want to know.
a person that im afraid of...

Today's having N's English written paper.
Over all, its still okay. I never felt any stress when doing it!
Great isn't it?
AFter paper went to order cake for this saturday.
YES! its Prince birthday!
so excited even its not my birthday. -.-
Oh well, i reached home 1Pm today.
Mummy was so shock when she saw me,
she was like, am i dreaming? you come back so early?
i was like, IM A GOOD GIRL! :D

&yea, tmr no school.
Feeling great right now, cause doesn't hav to go school.
even for just 2 freaking days, its more than enough!
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

You said:

you wanna be more important than bangla in my heart;

but yet, i lost my words to answer you.

I'm sorry...

Love fades because people let it. There is no excuse. It's never a reason or explaination for it too. They take it for granted believing that it will always be there. But the fact is, it will never happen...

Why is tears salty?
Perhaps for one to remember the occasion that resulted in the tears:
making it a priceless moment in life.

Woke up early today, cause i got to reach singapore flyer

for kinda a "meeting" about the F1.

Me and ma'ma Jac was kena cheated to go there !

At first, i was like. why meeting also need go singapore flyer.

then when we reach there, we finally know why.

Cause we need to walk here and there

&yea, I'm wearing heel, hello?!!

After the "meeting", went to eat.

thn me, huifen and xing liang's waiting for ken yap.

after that went to bugis.

im feeling so bad, cause i promised mummy not to buy any clothes.

Yet, my stupid eyes keep aiming one shirt,

ended up? huifen brought for me.

THANKS BUTT! (:

But ya.. im still feeling kinda bad.

Wanted to go for the Army open House.

but due to the way we wear and our tiredness, so we didn't go.

felt kinda disppointed, but. nvm.

Alvin korkor promised to go with me nxt yr :D

Yea, today whole day english paper, english paper, english paper.
Is like, WOW?
Suprising, i really did every paper.
i never talk cock today,
i never play today,
i never turn crazy today.
Sorry BUTT and SEXY,
i never talk much today, due to because of i wanted to do well in my N's.
Was feeling kinda sukies when i realise that today whole day English paper.
because i still think that, i wanted to improve my math and sci than Chinese and english.
But what to do? i still force myself to hold up the pen,
and keep reminding myself; TANLEEPENG! its time to study!

I just don't know what for i still choose be with you;
when i knew there's no way you ever marry me.
I really wish you would say once,
iloveyou;
but i know it will never ever happen..

Cause i know i will never be the first in your heart -/

Today whole day MOCK EXAM, MOCK EXAM, MOCK EXAM!
cool uh?
kinda slack and and shocking .
today's during chinese mock paper was so funny.
TanJianWei was like, playing pokemon on his handphone? -.-

I must be crazy to call you baby again...

Why must be raining today!
WHY WHY WHY!
why can't be other day...