Please give me a very big courage,
because i really needed them now.
i never thought it would hurt so much without you by myside.
i doesn't bear to see you get hurt,
because when i realise you get hurt.
My heart's hurt million times than yours
i wish i could be with you, but i couldn't.
because i know no matter what's my decision,
i still have to let go even though i doesn't want to.

I rmb what you told me.
Its not my fault, its also not your fault.
But the fate's fault.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TAN SHENG HONG!

Yea, what a wonderful day today.
mummy and daddy went out
I woke up at 3pm,
then went to brought cake for bro
then 6plus went back sleep again till 10plus.

Never thought it would be so hurt without you by my side.

I remember the times we spent together on those drives
We had a million questions all about our lives
and when we got to New York everything felt right
I wish you were here with me, tonight.
I remember the days we spent together were not enough
and it used to feel like dreaming except we always woke up
Never thought not having you here now would hurt so much
Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you I can just look up
and know the stars areholding you, holding you, holding you tonight
I remember the time you told me about when you were eight
And all those things you said that night that just couldn't wait
I remember the car you were last seen in
and the games we would play
All the times we spilled our coffees and stayed out way too late
I remember the time you SAT AND told me about your Jesus
and how not to look back even if no one believes us
When it hurt so bad sometimes not having you here...
I sing,"Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you I can just look up
and know the stars are holding you, holding you, holding you tonight
"I sing,"Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you
I can just look up
and know the stars are holdin' you, holdin' you, holdin' you tonight"

Today lesson was fine,
stay back school for D&T again.
finishing the product alrdy.
&yea, Miss Leong keep saying.
So Near yet So Far.
Finishing soon, but i keep do very very slow.
stay till around 4plus, went slack awhile
then home sweet home.



I never thought i will be so serious with you.
Till that moment when you told me,
everything you did is all because of me.

I'll change, to a person that you doesn't want to know.

I ain't gonna care.

Today's whole lesson totally spoiled my mood.
After school went to gombak have lunch with cherie and xing liang.
after eating we was like, sitting down there chit chat.
thn saw a guy, kinda cute. but kinda gay -.-
&yea, i told xing liang, thn he and cherie turn back.,
thn the guy look at us.
i was like, LOL!
cos i was sitting facing him
thn he knew we was looking at him.
and i was laughing because he look at us.
thn he keep smiling and look at me.
my face all turn red can!
so paisei.
LOL!!
lalalala~

I'm not in the mood nowwwwwww
i felt so so so soooo guilty right now ):
i hate myself for this.
i think i should just go die
it will be better, i guess-,-

Good job, i woke up at 8.30pm.
i studies for less than 30mins for tmr math test.

i felt so -.-


Today after school stayed back for D&T.
after that went have KFC.
then badboy came to meet me to do his homework
cos he still hav lesson at 7pm.
i was so shock when i saw him
TOTALLy different.
he tuck in shirt, hair so kuku, wear spec.
when i saw him, i was like.
LOL!!!
Yea, then after he finish his homework then sit down slack slack
thn around 6plus i wanted to walk home
but ended up he drive me home.
like daddy and daughter.
i was like, papa papa, i dun wan go homeeeeeeeeee.
thn blablabla..



I cant stand myself being soooo lazy. I swear im going to hate myself for this.


Okay, i want orhorh alrdy.
Goodnight baby (:

Went hiking with badboy, cherie and junci.
after that went eat
thn take bus.

Finally you took bus! :DDDDD
then when we drop off the bus,
cherie told me alot of ppl looking at me sleep -,-

you are the one who i felt so safe when i lie on your shoulder../

Didn't went to school today.

Badboy's curse me kena H1N1!
he's werid today, say alot of words that im shock.
But it's sweet, i love it (:


"You can continuing saying your one-sided story in your blog,
I ain't going to care and I wont say anything.
I just can't be bothered with it anymore"

Never been posting last few days.
everything's still doing fine.
Sci lesson Mr seah given us a worksheet.
&i seriously do not know how to do.
then i was like,
took cherie's foolscape and wrote,
妈妈说，要小心你爱上的人。
then walk around the class to let the chinese people see.
now, you can know how bored i am during sci lesson.
then i started felt tired cos was keep laughing.
so sit down.
thn Mr seah ask me do some qus.
thn i ans, he keep laughing.
i was like, -,-
then english. mrs Ng also keep laughing at me.
all bully me uh!
Jikuku.


This afternoon.
having my english N lvl oral.
totally spoil my mood,
when its 2pm, index num 29 to 38 went to hall report.
our class was the noisy and damn funny one.
i told jian Wei: eh, imagine later kin heng read very cute.
thn huifen was laughing.
Jian wei said: bastard la you, like that say ppl.
I said: imagine later the teachers ask him qus, he said. Ni MaMa.
Jian wei laugh till face all red.
Yea, then blablablablabla.
the story nvr stop till everyone getting serious.
when i went to Mr low that table. whice is Waiting area.
Mr Low was so shock that, im serious.
LOL!
i also have serious side de ok! (x
AFter oral Cherie and Xing liang waited for me outside the hall
cause they still miss my singing
xPPP
we walked to west mall, on the way to west mall
I almost kena bang by car.
cos normally when can go traffic light will hav sound
thn when i heard the sound, i walk straight
but the sound is actually came from the other side
thn i nvr see.
all thanks to cherie
im save now.
LOL!

OKay, im super duper bored noowwwww!



I am a toilet bowl,
the child of my mama and papa from the Captain Underpants story.
Yeah,
I know, I'm super famous,
but not as famous as amos :x
you may ask for my signature if you see me on the streets,
but not a photograph,
because I'm not photogenic.
My hobbies include rearranging the words on the signboards,
eating toilet paper, eating shit for desert and flushing.
I love my laogong, the bathtub.
Yeah,
that's all you have to know.
Cause if you know too much,
I would have to flush youuuuuuuuuu;
place your head inside the toilet bowl and flush flush flush :D

Okay.
that's not what i wanted.
never see b.b so angry before.
i didn't expect things will turn out this.
im sorry b.b, i shouldn' hav blame you for eveything
i should think of you too.
wellwell,
luckly now's everything had over.
thanks b.b.
you best la!
im lucky to hav you as my girlfriend (:




i don't wanna think too much.
if not i might turn crazy anytime
junci and cherie. thanks(:

If you ever lost someone you truly love

Let me hear you say yeah.

I don't know why my tears drop because of you,
i nvr thought my tears will drop because of friendship.
Now, you are not the only one who get hurt.
i get hurt more than you do.
you said, i dunno.
thn do you know how much i suffer?
i more sad than others ok.
i kept what i wanna say.
because i doesn't want people to see the weak part of me.
i felt so... i dunno.
i wanted to forgive and forget
but.. everytime remind of the thing you did
i dunno what should i do.
im afraid thing might turn out the same again and all of us hav to get hurt again.






i doesn't feel like going sch tmr ):