Went to buy books today

finally..

if not benson laopa gonna say im naughty again):

well well,

around evening went to meet joshua.

thn went mum mum

thn go home

:D

I remember,

those words you told me.

those days we used to shared.

those days when we called each other piggy.
those days when we chat on phone.
It had already been afew weeks.

And all of the sudden you came to my mind.

i looked at my left wrist,

&its reminded me of those cuts for you when you're away from me for 1month.

During the 1 month,

you don't know how much i miss you.

there is nothing i can do,

but to wait for ur sms or call everydays and night

and looking at the photo everymins.

Slowly, i realised looking at the photo when i miss you is not enough.

and i've been keep telling myself not to give up waiting for you.

After one month...

you had finally return.

&you called me that night,

and that night was really a very sweet night for me.

i've cried, i'm happy and i'm mad.

i've cried, because im over joy.

i'm happy, because you are back.

i'm mad, because you let leave without saying anything.

After afew weeks of your returned,

we met up.

we went to habourfront mac,

you order a up size mac spicy.

you told me the reason you up size is because you wanted to share with me.

when finished your mac spicy,

you took a rest on table.

&you slept all the way till around 2hours inside the mac.

Yea, might wondering why don't i wake him up.

i doesn't want to wake him up

it's because i know he's tired.

he slept kinda late the day before,

and he woke up early for his church

so that he won't miss-ed the chance meeting me on sunday afternoon.

when he had woke up

we went to little india.

i miss the moment when we are at little india.

i miss the moment when you said, iloveyou at little india.

On my birthday,

you did not turn out at the BBQ.

i just can't believe you miss my birthday again.

it's my birthday

i should be happy.

But yet

im still feel kinda sad.

Two months later,

we felt we are getting furture and furture.

and slowly,

both of us started to felt tired.

&we choose to give up.

maybe im the one to blame

cause i messed up everything.

or,

maybe he's right about it.

we don't understand each other well enough,

perhaps after that day, i realised it too.
You told me,

We won't have a last long relationship,

because we will have a forever relationship.

i can't be yor girlf forever,

because im gonna be K L W J wife somedays.

those words came to my mind.

i smiled.

but now,i guess its impossible.

Everything's just a dream.

Sorry staff naiimah!

i know we took alot of food today.

cause th food is just sooo nice!

;D

Alright,

went to Boonlay Sec for the basic NCO POP and Zone Inspection.

that's not what i expected it to be

-.-

kinda long time nvr wear full U and baret le.

feel so werid.

Oh well, i still endure it everything.

&Yea!

congratz Samuel & Qian Huai or getting Best trainee !(:

well well,

Just took 1 comissioner badges also so mafan.

After the ZOne inspection,

went to CCK for staff BBQ

Yea.

got the dunno what event

thn got the dunno children show n magic

i was standing aside and watch it

i can't believe i enjoyed myself watching!

OMG!

i just can;t believe im so childish ):

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KENNETH LIEW! :DD

because you are once my lover ♥ ((:

Dear Diary,
Entertaining is something I do for a living
It's not who I am,
I laugh, I get mad, I hurt, I think
I suck sometimes,
But when you're in the spotlight,
Everything seems good,
Sometimes, I feel like i have it worse
cause I have to always keep my guard up,
I don't know who to trust,
I don't know who wants to date me for who I am,
Or who wants to be my friend for who I really am.

Merry Christmas! ((:

This year of christmas

is really sucks.

sorry guys.

but i still have to say it.

this is the worst christmas i ever had.

Went to west coast last night.

then...

& Yea,

around 4am step in home.

ass

_l_

Ohh Ohh..

I'm all alone now.

so lonely of me.

what a lonely christmas i had this year.

(:

Alright,
its around 12plus now.
woke up at 11.45am
&i was like.
OMG!
was so shock by myself.
cos i update so earlyyyyy.
hahas :D
Ytd, was chatting with Eddy and cherie.
sadded.
that uncle eddy call me aunty!
Humph!
Well well,
Hmm.
1 more day to christmas!
hohoho!

KB, It's sunset! :D

Alright, im done with my post for today !

:DD

Alright ppl!

im here to update(:
Hmm.
sat went to ubin hiking with huifen and cherie
and its really my first time to WALK the whole ubin!

Sun:

monring wake up in the morning to pray my ah gong

thn went to Gong Ming San(?)

pray ah ma?

me, korkor and mummy thot of taking cab go

after 30mins, there's still no cab

so we decided to take bus.

when we headed to bus, after 3, 4 stop

mummy went to press the bell

thn me n korkor was like, huh? so fast?

thn mummy said, she cnt tahan anymore

cox the bus is super duper hot.

so, drop down the bus

and find cab again

well,

my mummy is just so...

cute -.-

After praying, reach home around 3.30pm.

& im superrrrr tired!

but there's nothing i can do

i can't sleep, cos 4.30 im meeting huifen for the Sj gathering bbq.

so, i hav to bear all the way till i reach home whice is 11plus.

Due to my laziness

and of cos my 100% tiredness

i will update tmr (:

thanks for visting.

:D

aww.
im sooo happy!
da korkor back home leeeee,
i miss him sooooo muchhhhhhhh!
:DD

Went out with huifen sayang today
so damn fucking funny!
LOL!

went to TPY
shop shop
thn went makan
we was like, keep laughing
&yea,
took mrt to jurong
as im going IMM buy some stuff
and there's 6 dogs inside the mrt too
:D
& this six dogs hav diff of size!
got..
tall
short
thin
and fat!
why we call them dog?
cos..
they just dog for me (:
well, because
they do whatever we do!
we on songs in mrt
they also on the same song with us
they are just soooo cute (:

Happy Birthday TongLin! ((:

Alright.

today, went out with cherie and TongLin.

i didn't know it was tonglin bdae
until dunno how many hours

thn i know.

i was like.

OMG, just can't believe it
hahahas!

Well, went to bugis shop shop
thn go bugis juntion hav our lunch
after that, went to took neoprint.
&yea
TongLin is such a poor thing
kena force by me to take neoprint
AND
help me carry my bag bag
wahahaha!
;D

Hello ppl!

im back frm Hokkaido last night!

& yea,

im sick in japan on the third days

D:

wanna thanks everybody's

n the most important person

Masako San

Miss lolita

KahBeng

for taking care of me when im sick.

THANK YOU!

Hmm.,

the first day whn we reach

the place was started snowing.

alright,

im not gonna say much

will let photo do the talk(:

me and qiao min(:

satish a.k.a Onion head n me(:

Satish, me and the camera man KahBeng(:

KahBeng, Naomi and me(:

Wearing Yukata before Onsen (Hotspring)

Mr ven and me(:

That ruku kuku and the kuku(:

his singing rocks!

me and KahBeng(:

aww, so sweet(:

& i'm just simply scared of eating those food again =\

mi n the guard(:

Masako San! ((:

aww, he make my life so crazy(:

she look so innocent, but actually she;s not! (she make me hav her baby when im sleeping =\ )

& this is the two joker hu keep making me laugh ;D

p.s (this is the two guys hu keep saying girls are brainless & life is nthin only drinking,gals r brainless they come n go,but look at this sparkling juz drink. I rmb! )

i know its cute, but the price is EVEN cuter =\

its same to tis too

When im in a deep shit, im still happy with it(:

wearing Yukata with jeannie(: