Dear Mummy & Daddy,

I've already trying very hard to be your 24hour good daughter. But no matter how hard i try, in the end? is still the same. Ya, i admit i did go out nowaday. But doesn't mean i have a boyfriend? I don't want to stay at home its all because you all force me to do it. Staying in this house, i don't have a feel of family anymore. You told me to get out of the house, because you don't wish to see my face. If both of you don't wish to see my face at home. Then both of you shouldn't have let me born in this world. Sometimes, i'm wondering why this world so cruel to me, let me born in such a cruel world. I used to thot that im a lucky girl because i have such a great family. But, i'm wrong. Totally wrong.

Don't ask me why; because i don't even know why.

Yea, i have a fuck life. [:

Somtimes, i would rather stay in my lala world. Well, i admit im childish in someways. So? Oh, whatever. i don't have to care what others think. Because i'm the only one who know more about myself. You guys might say my world is small, but you guys just don't bother to know how big is my world. I wouldn't say about it, because i want you to see it yourselve. My world is big, but i'm a simple girl with a simple life(:

This whole morning and afternoon stay at home rotting doing nothing! and i really cant stand it!
even daddy saw me keep sigh here and there saying sian sian sian and sian. So, daddy being a nice guy and decided to take me n mummy go fairprice buy some stuff, the most important is buy YOGHURT! and go hav mac. LOL! :D

Alright, gonna stop here. Mummy keep asking mi go orhorh le. because tmr gonna be a long day for me :DD

Wee~! lols, Its 940 now. Today is saturady, and its such a geat day for me! ;D wake up in the morning went to yuhau sec for my student volunteer work. then went to sing K, around 7pm went to west mall TimeZone play. Hmm.play till around..8pm? then went home. Can't believe we spend around $28 inside the TimeZone! hahahas! Well, ASS! thanks for playing with me! im just soooo crazy today! LOL!

Tmr gonna go play again..and go celebrate Mooncake festival! ;D

Alright, gonna stop here. go cook maggi le! TOMORROW! here i come! :DD

Oh ya! enjoy some photo ya? Hee :D

HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY KUKU! :DD

Happy birthday to you,

Happy birthday to you,

Happy birthday to WeiLun,

Happy birthday to you!

Yea! the reason i post is because i rmb what i want to post le! LOL! Hmm, feel so fed up today. why cos ytd din bring my chi text book, then kena throw out by teacher. The worst is, kena caught sleeping outside the class -.-!

And then! today i bring my text book, we having chi paper..i was like..wth?! Hmm..nvm nvm..let's not tok about that. hahs..

aww..after the 1 week holiday, i've forgotten everythings about math! not a single thing! OMG! must jiayou nxt week le..cos this wk is my last wk to play. WOOTS! =

And, i notice that i cnt attend CPA theory. Cos everytime having CPA theory, i will fall asleep -.-

alright, i shall stop here. i seriously forget what i want post le. sorry guys. D:

wee~! finally! finaly the BIG day whice is Advance NCO Passing Out Parade had End! LOL! Hmm, saying the truth..1st day of course i was totally feeling so sukies! every sat and sun morning once i woke up, and i knew im going to report back. Thinking of those past past days... its feel so sukies. serious..Having dunno how many hours of theory in AVT room, worry bout our MOI footdrill, MOI First Aid and last but not least..our theory paper. During camp, being Course IC...eh..nono..being Camp leader during 1st day of camp is really a worst day i ever got, can't believe i screw up everything in the first day! then HIKE, yup yup..we hike frm afternoon 1pm all the way till 2am! then fire drills, campfire all this. well, its really very hard for me to endure this course. But all of the sudden, suddenly Sir gerald words came to my head.. i still do rmb he told me :
Endurance is one of the most difficult disciplines, but it is to the one who endures that the final victory comes.

well, after been thought all the thick and thin..finally..its over (:

genevieve! ur AIAI prawn! XD

It's Never A Matter You Can Or Cannot, It's Whether You Want Or Don't Want.

Its fri now.. im gonna say bye to my holiday and hi to my SA! Well, this whole week i really did enjoy myself.. hahas! and last but not least.. Thanks cherie and tiff being HIGH with me. what i mean in high is really very very very high! hahahs! really hav a great day with u guys ya! ;D

After being so high, im feeling much better. I've think twice.. that's not a need to be sad because of a guy. oh ya..kweekok! thanks ya..let's promise each other to be happy everyday again! yupyup! hahs..
Hmm, he told me he dream of me. i admit after he say that, my heart really melted. I was like, aww.. but after that i felt so stupid for that. Oh well, What's the point being a fool waiting for something that its impossible? what's the point waiting for a empty hope? You told me you don't have any girlfriend, but what did i saw ytd? sawing you holding a girl hand at batok area walking happily together. That's what u called no girlfriend? HAHS! so funny, gonna laugh off my ass man.

Alright, let's not talk about unhappy stuff. Hmm, after 8days.. you're finally back. I thot u wun wan me anymore. kuku, im sorry if 1of the msg sound so hurts. Its just like, im angry with u leaving s'pore without telling me and make me look like a fool being emo. So ya. Well, im not angry now! cos im happy to see ur msg! :D