That NS guy!
:DD

Alright
went to the npcc HQ with huifen n junci
kinda wait for junci for more than 20mins!
ass hole!
LOL!

Hmm..
then after that, meeting bibi
but suddenly said he can't make it D:
so, end up go watch 'The Coffin'
& yea, i can't believe i spend my money
go inside for sleeping!
seriously, i dun understand the wholeeee story.
Oh well, since its over.
nvm then (:

After the movies, went to buy birthday present.
spend nearly 1hours to search for
a 3yrs old girl thingy.

Hmmm,
then went to buy some camp stuff
then go home
(:


Bye ppl!
cya after my camppp!
:D

Aww..
he told me he will spend his every sunday with me!
:DD



Alright,
two more days to gusto camp!
james inside my group [:
-.-!

Sigh


bby keep asking me go church with him!
i know u're disappointed
you told me your dream,
is to be like your pastor when you grow up.
To be travelling around the world to do missions
&plant churches with ur family,
be a worship leader with ur team.
I KNOW!

but i just can't forget those image at the church
i can't!
its hard for me to forget u know
I'm sorry, i can't fulfill your dream.
i'm not a good girlfriend.

我承认我有一点的舍不得。

stupid ass hole!
trust me
i will nvr go NUS again
fuck all them!

fuck
fuck
fuck!
damn shit!
arggh!


Sigh



我不知道为什么。
我有点累了
一之一来
我以为这是一中很幸福的感觉
当是时间久了
那中感觉慢慢就没了。


Alright ppl!
stop asking mi
when mi n him
cos we dun even know when
we just flowed to naturally
understand?
just ans
understood.
LOL!

WEE~!
it's morning 9plus
hahahas!
hmmm.
bby's back!
has!
you're in time before 28(:


Sigh,
I've been waiting for you for so long
yet, you still don't know how much
iloveyou n need you.
if i wanted to go back to my ex
i wun be waiting for you.
stupid ass!
why can't you just THINK
you this kuku
yea! i'm angry
i'm angry with you
that at the first place
why din you let me know and just leave
do you know how much i miss you?
i miss you more than ur
daddy
mummy
ah gong
ah ma
do!
-.-

Aww..
camp
camp
camp!
today got all those camp packing lists.
hmmm..
gonna say bye soon.
dunmissme(:

Alright, this time round
i've prepared for the worst(:


Sigh, roy ah kor go ns le
Aiai bu yao wo le
ytd.
ytd, i seriously do not know who to turn to.
Yea, i shouldn't slap him back
cos he's my bro
but, so what?
he is the one hu use chair to throw me n slap me.
he even punch my head
wtf?!
so, tell me
what's wrong with mi slaping him.
dun worry guys.
i've grown up
im not longer a small girl kena beaten by him
and i just shut up n cry
no!
no more!
slap me again?
i will slap you back.
try me(:

It's the last day of school guys!
yupp, gonna be my last day to touch my classDairy.
kinda miss those past past days.
Well.
I'm honour to be a 3T1'08 chairman
(:

My Fairuz!
yupyup!
SaiKang!
LOL
Yea, i'm jealous
& i'm soooo jealous of you!
;D

FUCK*
youdunevenknowhathappen.
Ohwell, ialsodunbothertosaymuch
(:



SLEEP/
MUSIC/
ALCOHOL/
CIGARETTE/
DRUG /
GIVE YOU A ROCKSTAR (:
i simply love the life im having now
(:

I'm back!
hahahas!
Hmm..
somebody's waiting for me to post eh..?
*ahem*
you should know who you are.
:D
Alright,
i shall post frm sat onward.
erm
erm.
report to HQ at evening.
then
blablabla
slept at around 2.50am?
then woke up at 4am
change to full U
then
blablabla
get ready for the RealRun duty


This will be my last overnight duty le
sadd
aww~
anw, i make friends with some sir!
lols!
they are so joker can?!
hahahas!
okok
back here
what i can say is..
Fun & Tired(:

MOnday

Went to school

Hee :D

see!

after a tiring days

i still go school

hahas

(:

hmm.. do nothing is class
play some cards game
then
go kiss table le
(;

Tuesday

Didn't want to go school today

but
have to settle down some school work before
i have my break.
so ya.
forget to take school tie with me today
but lucky didn't get caught (:

Alright,
its 10plus now
i'm feeling so so soooo tired!
i from 7plus PM feeling sleepy till now!
O.M.G!
BUT!
however, i still manage to hang on!
cos i wanted to post up bout today.

Hmm..
Last night stay up till quite late
cos my da korkor
stay overnight outside
so, i can use my com for 24hours (:

Today, went to school
can't believe i slept for 2hours inside the class!
:DD
then stay back for cca
play balls
LOL!
i was so high today!
;D
but now..
my eye's gonna close.

Oh ya..
i've a good news!
well, he's not back yet
so
i have nobody to share with my good news.
I got 10th position in class!
and this time round
i do not hav a U grade for my subject
(;



Alright
i'm going off to my lala land(:
goodnight everybodys!
(:

Sorry, roy ah kor.
made you worry bout me this afternoon.
hmm..
don't know what happen to me
this afternoon feeling very moody.
no worries!
im alright now [;
everythings turn perfect now!
;D


Alright, today din go school
not becuase i pon again ok!
its because today is promotion day!
Tmr!
tmr going to report back to school
i promise!
cause tiffy say my seah miss me!
LOL!
seah seah!
I MISS YOU TOO!
:DD

but,
KENNETH LIEW !
i miss you even more ((:
&piggy! faster come backkkkkk!
i miss you calling me piggy leeee!
faster
faster
i promise i will say imissyou 100times
if you come back (:

aiai bu yao wo le
D:
I do not know why i feel kinda sad and lost
when you know the true.


I don't want it to be happen too
i know its harmful
i know
i really know
i know its for my own good
i know it too
but, you can't be bother to know why
Sigh..

alright! its a new day for me again!
& of cos.. today was a funny day(;
reach school le. around 7.15 wanna go out
cos dun feel like staying in school
but when i reach the gate there
is abt 7.20, so. din manage to get out
D:
oh ya!
i'm a good girl ok!
i wun anyhow pon school de
(;


today enrichment prog, we went to the SMC?
took 1hr to reach there
so, end up 20mins inside.
took some foto inside tge bus
but not gonna post today
tmr!
i promise tmr (;


after that prog
me n huifen went to buy
Painted Skin movies ticket
so meet her at 6plus then go watch together
During the movies
me n huifen keep laughing!
LOL!
why?
cos during the movies,
i notice everybodys sitting behide
but just 1 of the couple siting infront
then i was thinking.
after that i told huifen
maybe cos that guy no money book the whole cinema
so only book half
=\


after a while
that's a man sitting beside me
then i told huifen that, he's my bf -.-
after that movies
no mattr where i go
i keep sawing that guy
-.-!


Hmm.
after so many things
happen at once
i've woke up
i dun hav to hurt myself
i dun hav to feel sad
feel lonely
feel lost without him
cos i realise
that's alot of ppl still love me
and of cos.
be there for me
put on a smile on my face
(:
thanks everyone! (;


Alright
im tired~
gonna stop here
bye!
& goodnight everybody!
and of cos, my beloved blog
(;


That small scar on my left hand, is meant for you. -/ waiting, loving, missing, dreaming /I remember(:

Yea!
you called me the previous night!
You told me, you thot i've forgotten you
baby, no. i wun forget you.
and i will never forget you alright?
You told me maybe you're going oversea for that
& you ask me to forget you and find another guy.
& boy, i told you i will wait.
ya! i will wait no matter what happen
no matter what's your decision
i will still wait.
& i'm still waiting


That night
i thot it was a dream..
i know i shoud be happy
but i know history gonna happen again.
And i'm right
you asked me not to be afraid.
Cause you're there for me.
I know!
i know u will always be there for me.


Okay guys!
No more moody day for me le!
yupp!
im must be happy!
i promise [:
But, its gonna be sadd day for just TODAY
cause, i've good news.
but, nobody's gonna celebrate with me.
i can't talk to my mummy.
cause she said.
if i talk to herr
my mouth will "Y"
wondering why don't she said
if i talk to her
i will knock down by a car
-.-
anw
so, hav to celebrate for myself.
Sigh.
congratulation Tan Lee Peng!
Firstly, You've passed all your subject!
Secondly, You've promoted to sergeant today!
You did a great job!
lol?
-.-

我有很多话想说，很多很多。当是我说不出口。

Its already 1weeks
& i've learned to take care of myself
baby ;
you don't have to worry about me anymore.
don't have to.
You don't have to remind me to have my 3 proper meal.
You don't have to remind me to sleep early.
You don't have to remind me this and that anymore.
Cause i've already grown up.


Alright, gonnabe a short post today.
today went for ChinaTown for our class learning journey.
having toastBox for our breakfast [:


















I know my breakfast looks great!
(;

i do not know what to do.
they ask me to give up on waiting
but, i can't. Its hard
boy; ILY
i wouldn't give up.
& I will never thought of giving up.
i don't care what's the result
I. DON'T. CARE.

Day after day
I sit here
listening to the hypnotic melody
that reminds me of you and I
of time passing by...

&I'm still waiting

Woke up at 8plus, went to have breakfast with Huifen and Junci.
after that, went to meet ShiLi!
:DD
its alrdy 1 yrs since we last meet eh
hahahas!
went to quite lots of place
and...
im being crazy inside the MRT
yet nobody being crazy with me
but keep looking at me
O.M.G!
LOL!
so sad..
they couldn't want to pei wo sot sot awhile.
ShiLi say i forget take my medicline
D:
i'm normal ok!
humph!
((;

You sent me a note
A small little note On it three words
That's all you wrote
It wasn't "I miss you"
It wasn't "It is fate"
It wasn't "I love you'
It was " I will wait"
A tear stung my eye
As I tried not to cry
I knew it from the start
You are a great guy
Right now I really miss you
And now I believe it's fate
You need to know I love you
All because you said "I will wait.
I miss you, i really do.
I miss you every seconds
I miss you every mins
I miss you every hours
I miss you everyday.

OMG! i can't believe Tu Zi won!

But, its ok..

大风吹 still rocks! [:

Okay guys, i go alot of things to say today!

Firstly, Happy Birthday WeiSiong! :D

Secondly, exams are OFFICIALLY over!! :D

Oh well, i don't know why its really seem like there's alot of things for me to say today!

Sigh, during listening i can't concentrate!

my mind is all bout him

wondering is he ok now?

When can he discharged?

im feeling so useless

can't go see him

D:

After paper, went to hav breakfast with my ASS! =/

then after that went to somewhere discuss where to go.

Thot of going hiking, but end up sitting below void deck slack slack, play play, talk talk.

After that went to watch movies, erm. watched House Bunny?

serious speaking, i don't understand bout the story.

Well, nvm la.. lols. since i got nth to do, better than nothing [:

Oh ya, guys. Don't worry ya? im alright [:

just abit moody this few day, but will be ok aftre awhile [:

No complaining, no crying ; that's nothing i can do, but to wait. I'M STILL HANGING ON !


Woke up at 10plus. all thanks to my bodoh bro -.-
wanna sleep longer, but he keep shouting my name and wake mi up.
i seriously hate ppl disturb mi from sleeping can?! >:[
Well, i did manage not to scold. so, i just keep my mouth shut and look at him [:
Hee, i've told you. I'm a good girl, and im nice and kind.
So from now on, no vulgar from me.
I promise [:



Aww~ went to meet huifen, junci and tiffy this afternoon. Cause, im really feeling so sadd.
Thot after telling them, they could help me. But, im wrong again.
Anyone?
Hmm, i guess i shall just post on my blog and not telling anyone?
its would be better [:

OKay, im serious so damn !@#$%^#!! bored! -.-
Just not to let my blog dead, i shall post bit.
1
2
3
4
5
6
7
8
9
10
Alright, that's all. I'm done.
byebye(:

Aww~! today having D&T paper. get caught taking ans. But luckily i toldthat teacher that i wan borrow something =/

Well, went home after the paper. then go out again. went to junci house, then went to hayati house.

That's all (:

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri (:

Woke up around 8plus, then went to hairul house. Hahas. took some photo too! After that, me, junci, huifen and cherie went to Ubin.

Reached Ubin, teach junci cycle. Then suddenly piggy msg me. He admitted to hospital the previous night, that's why he din msg me last few day. Well...

I'm sorry baby, i din know what happen then anyhow blame you. Don't worry, i wun angry with you. i promise. ily(: Get well soon ! ;D