ok..its 10plus right now...im not going to post too long (: hmm, today course was quite slack..5h30mins of theory -.- almost fall asleep.

Hmm, tmr will be going sarawak le (: my parents keep nagging mi..WHY? cox i still haven fin packing my stff. LOL! well, cnt blame mi for that mah.. im just reach home frm the dunno what concert. hmm, overall ITS NICE! :D i love it! hahaha! i really do enjoy myself over there ((: THEY ROCK! ;D

kk..im gonna stop here..take care ya? cya after 6days! BYES! :D

I BELIEVE I WILL BE MORE HAPPY WITHOUT HIM! yupp, i admit i really dun bear to leave him..but i've told myself that no matter what..i will not turn back. because i wun let anyone hurt me again [:

hey kaisheng! eh..nono..is lao ah gong! (: xiexie ni last ngith pei wo. im feeling better le (:
hiax..sian sian..holiday = no holiday ]: everyday oso must wake up early. today is friday..tmr is sat..ya! hav to re-port back again. time passed so fast ):

Today went to IMM meet alvin korkor..yup! he brought me a red earpierce! xiexie ni :D
then after meeting him mi, huifen and cherie went back to BBSS cox mi n huifen having SJ meeting. After the meeting we went to jurongpoint hav our lunch then went home (:

Why, do you always do this to me?
Why, couldn't you just see through me?
How come, you act like thisLike you just don't care at all
Do you expect me to believe I was the only one to fall?
I could feel I could feel you near me, even though you're far away
I could feel I could feel you baby, why
It's not supposed to feel this way
I need you, I need you
More and more each day
It's not supposed to hurt this
I need you, I need you, I need you
Tell me, are you and me still together?
Tell me, do you think we could last forever?
Tell me, why
Hey, listen to what we're not saying
Let's play, a different game than what we're playing
Try, to look at me and really see my heart
Do you expect me to believe I'm gonna let us fall apart?
I could feel I could feel you near me, even when you're far away
I could feel I could feel you baby, why
It's not supposed to feel this way
I need you, I need you
More and more each day
It's not supposed to hurt this way
I need you, I need you, I need you
Tell me, are you and me still together?
Tell me, you think we could last forever?
Tell me, why
So go and think about whatever you need to think about
Go ahead and dream about whatever you need to dream about
And come back to me when you know just how you feel, you feel
I could feel I could feel you near me, even though you're far away
I could feel I could feel you baby, why
It's not supposed to hurt this way
I need you, I need you
More and more each day
It's not supposed to hurt this way
I need you, I need you, I need you
Tell me
It's not supposed to hurt this way
I need you, I need you
More and more each day
It's not supposed to hurt this way
I need you, I need you, I need you
Tell me, are you and me still together?
Tell me, do you think we could last forever?
Tell me, why

arghH! fuck! im damn piss off right now ok.. wtf.. today is our 1 month and he given mi this kind of shit..ya..he say he gt a surprise for mi..n this is the surprise -.- okok..im not gonna quarrel with him today again ok..cox i dun wan to waste my bloody enegry angry with him !

Today is sunday! yupp! its sunday! wee~! tmr dun hav to report back! hahaha! ok..let mi think what happen today..erm..ya...haha..today drank tap water..was like..dunno hw many months
nvr drink tap water le. hiax..sian...its just second day of course..and i've started to stress bout MOI footdrill and first aid! and of cox still lots more! arrggh! when will i in love with advance? if keep on carry the feeling that i dun like advance..what i call say is...die inside JVS -.- today last parade i saw my name on the dunno what order list..then i was like..SHIT! bt during last parade they din say out my name..then i was like...heng ar...even sherly say lucky too! but..i know i wun be so lucky everytime...hiax..oh ya..just wanna let u guys know...dun ever waste ur time on asking mi get best cadet cox i dun want aim for anything..i just wanna faster past out..that's all.
Today after the course...mi, huifen and xing liang went to west mall hav our dinner.. oh ya..hey xing liang! thanks ya! :D ok, back to here...hmm...when we're on the way home..we keep laughing like hell! i admit at first im sad..cox i two day nvr chat on phone with him.
But in the end huifen n xing liang keep making me laugh..even when we're walking home..we laugh till like no1 business. LOLS! and of cox..others keep looking at us =/


Hmm, kk.. i will stop here..too tired le. wil update tmr k? BYES! :D

hiax...feel like crying.. im feeling so useless riht now.... whenever he nid me, i can't be there for him )): tmr advance NCO course had start! OMG! help~! the gate had open for mi to die ! feel so suckies right now! D:

kk...tmr then post kk? got no mood to contiues

ok! rmb i promised that i will post the foto i take? now, im gonna post it :D

hahahah!

see! i nvr break my promise ehh? LOLS!

Today is tuesday..yupp! hahaha..today in class was soo funny! during math..teacher was nagging at us then amos, jian wei and richard was sleeping, when the chers found out she totally ..... and say see! they still can sleep! wake them up! then almost whole class keep laughing. LOLS! then...science..then recess..then CME.. yupP! CME mr teh wear class tee! hahahah! during CME we went to computer lab watching Super hero.. well, its very funny..me and junci keep saying..ehh..thot tis movies is spiderman? then we was like..keep beating each other,, then she say she want to complain to sean and kenneth -.-

Back to the movies..hmmm..yupp...hahahs..that dragonfly man? O.O wanna rent a car? then there's a board wrote.." No job? No credit? Eat shit! " after mi n junci saw that..both of just keep disturb each other..hahahah! well, im not childish! but..she is! :D

After school i have to finish my snake and leader drawing..yup! i've finally finish drawing! thanks to cherie, huifen and xing liang! if nt i will die inside the classroom. Hmm,, i took some photo today..but lazy post out..well, i promise i will post it nxt time k? I PROMISE! :D

Ah Pek! :D

Editting some photo just now! yupp! hahaha! hmm..wake up at 6am went to hav jogging with korkor...then reached home hav a shower went bak slp again until 2 or 3 plus =/
arrggH! today acturalli gonna do sarawak stuff...then end up tmr then do cox im too tired D:

SORRY!

' If there's a chance for me, i will take out my heart so that i wun get hurt anymore. '

boy, i realise i need you too ):

Went to bugis and brought the bag i want.. then went to lo1 with huifen cox she decided to buy a new school bag then blablabla..


hey guys..thx for ur concern..im feeling better le.

today did stage make up, ya..hahas..thx huiping to be my model.






hiax..i realli dunno what to do )): i only have to cry silently at night.. now, its just like..im all alone.. boyy..i really miss you.. do u know the feeling i having nw? do you bear to leave me alone? ):

Today din study..hahas..having beauty course the whole day..yupp.hahas..learn hw to make up..blablabla..

LOLS! khairul told me acturalli he got thousand of books -.-

Today took alot of photo! ya! :D hahaa! went to tiffany house at morning..then thomas reach home i take alot of photo with him! arrgH! he's so cute n shuai! he's loved by ME! =/ then around 5plus went to mediacorp and watch the U ARE THE ONE. took some photo too! :D

Happy Mother's Day!

boiboi! today is our 2 weeks! ILY! :DD

hmm, today is mother's day..yupp..hahas..was shock that lynn msg mi..tot she forget mi as her mummy le. Alright..tis whole morning n afternoon was staying at home and do the E-learning.. seriously..that stupid e-learning is making crazy can ? -.- today only complete CPA..hmm, maybe tmr gong tiffany house and contiue bah..today thot of fin chinese oso de..but in the end..i dun even understand 1 words..oh my..die le la..arrgh! i need help in chinese!

Around 6pm mi n daddy went to bukit timah and da bao some food go home for mummy ((: after finish buying we was sitting at the bus stop and wait for 985. we wait for around more than 15mins, finally the stupid bus come. when i reach the bus..i put 60cent the that driver ask mi show him my card..then i was like..wtf? hai wo wait so long and he still ask mi to show him my card..fish larh..walao..damn fed up can!

Hmm, boiboi is sick ): thot of going his house..but he dun hav mc..so ya..hahas..nvm la (:

Boiboi! get well soon! :D

Today went to sentosa..haha..was hav fun at 1st...but.. in the end..HE making me so sad and angry with him!

He's the 1 hu promise me to study hard, in the end? today went to arcade and play! ask him why can't he learn more frm jun rong, he still goes 1 round and shoot mi! )):
i ask him study hard its for his own good..but in the end? hiax..forget it..

boiboi! if u dun want to study then dun study! i dun care le la..ya..u're right..i keep asking you to study but i didn't..i can go out play but you can't. i know is my fault..so now..if u wan play then go ahead..just do whatever you want ok.

BOOM! hmm, its 11plus right now.. hahaha! sian sian~ just went back home frm swimming and sauna. oh ya..before i forget sumthing.. boiboi! thank you! hahas..yesterday thx for ur flower! was touched by u (: iloveyou! :D thanks to be there for me whenever i need you (:

Hey guys! hahaha...thank you!

Qiu yan: Hey girl! thx for ur HOOCH ya! hahaha! this morning was so surpise that u pass that to me! hmm,, hahahaa..seriously.. i really got nothing to say. THANK YOU! :D

Samuel: Yo! LOLS! hey, thx for ur honey lemon drink ya .. my throat is better le.. THANK YOU! (:

JUn Ci: CiCi! hahaha.. also wanna thx ur chrysanthemun tea ya! hahaha! THANK YOU! ((:

HuiFen! huifen! 7 years of friendship ^^ thx for being emo with mi today :x THANK YOU! [:

Tiffany: Hey girl,! Thanks for cheering me up when im sad ya! THABK YOU! (:

Cherie: BOOM! hahaha...girl...dun so emo ya..cheer up! rmb what i say.. LOOK ON THE BRIGHT SIDE!!! LOLS! hahaha!yupp yupp...hahas..rmb ya..n oso! last long with HIM! ((:


Alright..hahas..i've finish (:

I hate people who lie to me! ]: I given you all my trust again and again, but what you had given me?