Here to blog again! hmm...finally change my blogskin le. Spent mi 3hours to find the skins -.- well...nvm...at least i found sumthing i like..if not i will fed up till siao.

Hiax...yesterday cried bcox of sumthing...im so so so confuse...dunno what to do..Should i quit? it had alrdy been 1yr plus le but i still dun get any ans...Alot of my friends ask mi not to quit..but..i don't want my life carrying on the same thing...i'm just doing the sick of doing it...nobody know the feeling i having now...YA! u told mi if i dun say out how will u noe.. acturalli not i dun wan to say...is i dunno hw to say...get it ? the feeling is like...damn scarly! im scared of sec3 "de" NCO...i heard alot of ppl saying v xinku...summore..i noe im not good in being a DM =( i finally realise im a useless...please...i beg u don't ever ask mi WHY. I just noe my SELF-CONFIDENCE had suddenly gone.
After what sgt shuang yu told me...im feeling better..but still...hiax...Sum1 told mi if i quit i will regret...but..the thing is...i scared if i dun quit i will regret! Can you imagine or compare myself and my other friends? how relax they are now? I admit yesterday i really feel like quiting...but after what i've thinking...i told myself no matter is tired or watever i will keep asking myself not to give up...i've been endure for around 2yr...i dun wan to waste it...i just not believe endure 1 more year plus will DIE !!

I keep asking myself what is life...finally i get a ans..

Life lives in universe, surround by thousands of planets and stars.

Life is beautiful, because the universe is.

So, this is my life.

Finally im here to blog! (: hmm...yesterday we had alrdy started our first aid training...well...i wake up at 6am! yay! see...so early ^^ ..LOL! yesterday did CPR -.-! the dummy was diferent so its hard larh...that time was like.. whole sec2 all sweating leh...then whole sec2s did once CPR then went out n learnt our First Aid...around 1plus finally end le then we went to ate our lunch.. when we reach the coffee shop i found out there are no muslim stall...that time is like what the hell...then i feel v bad cox latifah cant eat so i decided to pei her go fair price buy something to eat..then after we eat mi, lim, ngaifong n xin ying went to BBSS to get cookies frm GG...ya..hahas...was so so so funny... we take some video when we are waiting...hmm..once i get the video i post it here ya...hahas...while taking the video mi, xin ying n ngai fong keep laughing like hell man! then afte get the cookies we took 66 bus home.
Around 6plus i went to on my computer...know wadd?! all my file had gone! arrghH! even my NYAA doc oso gone sia! !@!#$!^&*!!! tat time i was like...so fed up larh...fed up till i straight away off my computer and went bak to my bed n slp...10mins later whice im going fall aslp...i dunno who's the bloody idiot keep calling mi till 7 miss call ! after that was so so so angry so wake up n went to bathe cold water n went to drink cold water...after awhile feel better le..then went to call hui fen at around 8pm then we chat till 2hour 30mins...hahas..well..we tok abt primary skul life...know wadd?! i noe hui fen since im pri3...so...nw we know each other for 6yr!!! hmmm...nxt yr onward will be knowing each other 7yr le ^^ then we was like...tok abt our pri 6 life...hmm...i miss my 6Topaz classmate :((
Today stay at home...dun intend to go out...cox think of yesterday thing was so fed up...then tis morning my com sot sot de...stupid larh...almost spoil my mood...then my big bro wanna use com for AWHILE then i let him use...he say after 1hour return mi in the end i w8 till 2hour plus then he return mi lor...while waiting im watch Mickey Mouse Clubhouse...hehe...
ok..i will stop here...byes!

should update my blog nw...hmm..thx all the ppl that msg and drop mi comment yesterday..THANK YOU ! anyway...must oso thanks wincent for pei mi sms when im bored at home...ok guys..yesterday the whole morning n afternoon im super bored at home...then around 5pm go meet kweekok..he pei mi go jurongville sec(spell?) n w8 for huifen...hmmm..then skul name m i rite? aiya...hu cares anyway? oso not my skul.. LOL ! after that mi, huifen and kweekok go take taxi to west coast...that time was like..so funny..kweekok go ask the taxi driver drive faster cox in hurry..then the uncle was like..drive super fast larh..hahas...oh ya..heyy guys! thx for yesterday ya! i really enjoy myself at west coast park!...even though u guys chooses the station i scared...but...must thx u guys for helping mi ya...now..i dare to play le !

LOL! hmm..saying the truth..yesterday im touch by u guys...u guys noe that in my whole life i didn't eat stawberry cake b4 then u guys go order stawberry cake for mi..well..hahas..really dunno wadd to say...hahas..

well...when we ready to go for mac they use cake n wipe my face! arghH! look at the foto carefully...

sry ar..the foto can't realli see properly...



after they wipe the cake on my face they ask mi go mac straight away...T.T they bully mi! LOL! whe reach mac le faster cover my face n rush to toilet n clean my face..after we fin our mac we took 176 go home..



When reach home after i bathe was using my com then my mum brought a cake out frm kitchen! hahas...

hmm...should end here le...hand type till tired! LOL~!

Today stay at home nth to do...hiax..today my de ge ask mi 3.30 wake him up then i forget i 5.30 then wake him up...i scared lata he kena scolded by his boss..i didn't mean it de lor...i alrdy say sry alot of time le..

tis few day kweekok, huifen and jun ci came to my blk there n slack..hahas...was fun ya ! today was chatting abt tis sunday...well...i suggest go lim chu kang cemetery.. LOL! then huifen n jun ci was like...have a shock..then they say dun wan dun wan..hahaha..after that nth to do...then i suggest go play lift! ya! LOL ! was sooo fun man ! suddenly stuck in the middle..LOL !! tis few day too hyper liao..hahaha..then i saw JONATHAN ! ya ! its him! LOL !! that time when he walk pass mi my face totally red man...huifen, junci and kweekok keep asking y my face so red...well..paisei mah..LOL !then i hairul too !erm..got nth to say le..bt gt foto to see =D

yesterday was the club gusto bbq and also the day i had graduate from club gusto ... at first they told us went to east coast park..then in the end went to CDAC HQ...stupid larh...well...we still enjoy ourself.. hey guys ! noe wat? my name become NAMELESS! LOL ! after that event mi, huifen, junci and cherie went to mac...around 10plus then go home...hahas...

快乐時光總是会过，我会永远记得这两年来我们的歡笑，我们的泪水.

hmm..when i get more foto..i will post it here =)

today went out wit hui fen and cherie to sunplaza then went to my block slack slack slack n slack =)

我們的感情真的這樣就沒了嗎﹖ i don't know...every morning was waiting for his sms...but...he didn't..hiax...its time i should let go...

well...i finally finish my slideshow for tis sat...finally man...hmm...gusto ppl ! tis sat u all will know.

Oh ya! i got a message to some1...

I'm F***ing bitch? and Flirt bitch? so? just to let u noe... tis words not fit to use in ur mouth. (:

wee~! i finally do house work le =X well...quite long didn't do le...hahas...i will change because of him =) so..dun worry ya ! hmm...saying the truth...juz nw chatting wit him..suddenly he say sumthing...then..i started feel so sad..i admit my tears slowly roll down...but then..can't blame him...he's right...so..ya..

Erm...Today cherie came to my house we did some slideshow for tis sat....then..erm..i write till here bah..now not really in the mood...

你說你愛全都是假得...you wun leave me just because of my parents dun allow us... everything is just a dream...once i wake up...everything will be gone forever...im left all alone again...hiaxx..

well..dun tok abt tis le la...its had alrdy past...so..ya...COLIN! thx for today ya! =))

Huifen ! LOOK carefully hor ! i nw update liao ! hpmm.. LOL !


anyway...ya..she's right...quite long nvr update le..as now having holiday nth happen...wake up then play computer...aiya...everyday keep doing the same thing la..no life !!! so wat's the point post rite? then summore..im sick =(( hiaxx...it alrdy be more than 4 days...but still the same...today dinner i forget still went to eat chili...then juz nw mum still brought mi Chacho's (cheese favour)...stupid larh...i forget still went to eat..opps...hehe...forget mah... nw worst man...going no voice~ then flu getting bad to worst..mum say if monday still not ok muz go see doc le.


Today went bak to skul for gusto...well...is last mins they confirm de...then tok abt nxt week going to BBQ wit YUYING ! eh...nvm la...since its had alrdy been last yr le...then jiu dun make too much trouble bah...last day muz happy happy mah..hehe...erm...ya..i scared on that day i will cry..ya ! i will ! 2 yr together le leh...confirm will hav feel for each other de rite...summore the worst is nxt yr BBSS wun hav gusto tis tis event le..so ya..will double more sad. oh ya..before i forget...i want to say a big THANK YOU to siew pin(spell?) eh...correct not ar? correct mi if im wrong ya ! erm..wanna THANKS! for ur chocolate tis afternoon...althought i didn't eat..as im still sick BUT i will keep till nxt week and share wit u and william nxt week! ya ! uncle william ! dun worry i hav three now i promise to share wit u de...so i wun break my promise =))